white orchids with love.
♥ white orchids ♥
i asked for some white orchids with love.
mywords

WELCOME, and good day to you babes:)

thequeen

gohshanggeok


loves to be emoz.

loves to be low-budget-high-end style,
even though i truly want to be a high end queen.
i can only afford to be high end when i get my pay.

loves to take 564216834days to complete a set of drama.

sorry for not picking up calls and replying to smses sometimes.
sorry guys.
really didnt mean it.

i'll hang my phone high up on my freaking neck and feel every single vibration that comes from the call/sms.
and will reply promptly.

im sorry for all the things that ive done to make my friends worry.
im thankful ive got all my lovely friends.
no more tokyo drifts forever.
no more.

am in love with online shopping recently.

buy me the whole of livejournal,
will you?

pretty please?


and buy me some happiness,
that comes with love,
and a bed of roses.

PRETTY PREETY PLEASE?


and im so desperately in need of money that im willing to....
spend all your extra cash for you.



WHATEVER.
just shut up,
put your criticisms aside,

AND READ.

LURBES:))


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Wednesday, September 05, 2007

hellloooooooo!

i'll be leaving for sabah this coming sat and will be back on 21 sept.

meetups till then!

LOVES~~ :D

yours truly;
whiteorchids.
11:53 PM

Tuesday, August 28, 2007

嗨!
你可以叫我玉~:D


hmm heres smth i found on friendster bulletin :)
A: Hot
B: Amazing kisser
C: good kisser
D: can kick your butt
E: has gorgeous eyes
F: loves people wild and crazy adoreyou
G: very outgoing
H: cute
I: crazy
J: is really sweet
K: is a good person to be with loveto laugh and smile
L: very good kisser
M: Makes dating fun
N: easy to fall in love with
O: has one of the best personalities ever
P: popular with all types of people
Q: a hypocrite
R: is a good person to be with
S: makes people laugh
T: smile to die for
U: is very sexual
V: not judgemental
W: people never tell you what to do
X:very broad minded
Y: loved by everyone
Z: can be funny and dumb at times
________

okay lets see what does my name stands for :)
just being lame.
plus since this friendster post was posted up by erm, someone.
so aiya. let me just take a look.
no harm done right? hahaha.
G: very outgoing
O: has one of the best personalities ever
H: cute

S: makes people laugh
H: cute
A: Hot
N: easy to fall in love with
G: very outgoing

G: very outgoing
E: has gorgeous eyes
O: has one of the best personalities ever
K: is a good person to be with loveto laugh and smile

hmm judge for yourself folks :)
lurbeees <3
__


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世界那么大,


幸福的感觉。

要自己慢慢地去体会,

去寻找,

去摸索。


幸福。

是否是快乐的?


若没有不开心,

又怎么能衬托出快乐,

与开心的事?


若一辈子只想要快快乐乐地过一生,

那又如何去体验幸福,

快乐的一切一切?


但,

我是自私的。

我要幸福与快乐。


所以我选择了放弃。


勇气。

还是需要勇气。

不是平凡人所能拥有的勇气。


我不懂,

也不想再去懂,

去知道,

去了解。

又是自己的私心。


哦,

变质了。


你那歇斯底里的想法,

那用不完的借口。


不想说明,

不想摊开来说,

有自己的理由。


不说,

也并不代表问题不存在。


都是我自己。


已经没有了任何的勇气,

也已经没有了希望。


好累好累。

五年了。


天天想念。

花的芳香,

眷恋,

怀念。


梦游,生活。
:)

yours truly;
whiteorchids.
12:16 AM

Saturday, August 11, 2007

不管。


也需要勇气。


真正办得到的人,不多。








这些日子以来,


真假是非,


悠悠嚷嚷,


每个人都将各自观点加诸在别人的身上。








回不回应,


总有人以为是在演戏。


也许乐于演戏看戏的是一些闲杂人等。








什么是真的,


什么是假的,


就让时间来证明自己吧。


想得太多,


也未必是一件好事。








郁闷,


不开心。


哭了太多也于事无补,


最后也只有自己来安慰自己,


同情自己。


傍观者清。








虚伪,


形形色色的人。


无时无刻的变化。


自己被困在了漩涡中。


似有,


似无。








问问自己的心,


都不知道自己要的是什么。


心虚,沸腾。


一切的一切。


欢乐,笑声,爱情,亲情,友情。


甚至是物质上的享受,奢侈。


虚荣心。


还是爱自己多一点,


还是多为自己而活吧。








笑,

未必代表快乐。

正如,

没有执行一般人认可的门面功夫,

并不代表漠不关心。



hmmmmmm,
guess its pretty true,
maybe i'm just the toy.
its quite obvious, isn't it?
just that im probably too blind to the truth.
move on lah.

RAH.
how? no matter how hard i try i will still choose yam ultimately, i mean the bubble tea yam.
maybe i should go and monopolise the yam market, so they cannot sell yam or any related products anymore. ohmygod,

ive been crazily drink yam bubble consecutively for alot of days.
im so in love in yam, i mean the bubble tea. HAHAH
and jieying is tooooo. orh-milch-ocha desu!





busy with exams. and after exams, during the hols, i'll be busy with preparation for sabah and all. haizxzxz.


but i'll make it a point to meetup with best frienddddddds! because they are lurbes:)








(oh, and regarding biopro report,
if you guys happen to chance upon this blog of mine,
im still waiting for richard to send me his part then i can compile them alrdy. )





too bad i cant post a picture of me doing the "ngee ann air man shaking action"
HAHAH.


but heres a random drawing though,
ngee ann's very own air man and bobby signing off to you :)






yada yada



alright, good night! :)

yours truly;
whiteorchids.
10:38 PM

Monday, July 30, 2007

(all in chronological order:) )

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO AUDREY

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO XIANWEN

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MICHELLE

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SUNITHA!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YIQIAN

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JIEYING

hahaha so many best friends' birthdays around the corner.

all around the month of late july and august! whoo lala :D

alright,
LURBES! :D

yours truly;
whiteorchids.
8:18 PM

Sunday, June 24, 2007

water
sodium laureth sulfate
sodium lauryl sulfate
zinc pyrithione
cocamide MEA
zinc carbonate
glycol distearate
dimethicone
frangance
cetyl alcohol
sodium chloride
guar hydroxypropyltrimonium chloride
sodium xylenesulfonate
magnesium sulfate
sodium benzoate
ammonium laureth sulfate
sodium benzoate
ammonium laureth sulfate
magnesium carbonate hydroxide
benzyl
thats all the chim chemical ingredients that you find in a 70ml bottle of head and shoulders intensive solution. ohmygod. with so much chemicals that im putting on my hair, i dont know if im doing good stuff to my hair or am i making it worse? LOL.
and there is benzyl inside. benzene is carcinogenic. so is benzyl carcinogenic too? ohmy. =.=
hehe.
haven been updating much. im so lousy, i know.
okay its just plain laziness isnt it? hahaha but oh wells, my laptop is seriously down now. ive got some sort of problem with it. its like it will automatically type lots of random alphabets, and the thing is that it doesnt stops typing! ohmygod. zxzx. ya la i guess it just boils down to pure laziness and all, because ive been quite reluctant to go all the way from ang mo kio to jurong LOR. whahah.
"gggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg
ggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg
ggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg
rrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
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rrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr"
this is smth that my laptop will type on normal days.
on special occasions, it will type much more than that when it gets mad at me cause im way too hot than the damn com. and somehow its getting worse, sometimes the laptop will auto-off AGAIN. good game man.
and i haven been onlining much. i know i like to appear offline, but nowadays i totally dont sign in to msn. HAHA. because of my laptop thank you very much. with a laptop like that, its totally not convenient for me to talk to people on msn etc. what if later people think i am mad, keep typing random alphabets to them?
damn sian eh. school is starting tml. and im so screwed. bad start to school. im having morning IS on monday. so ive got to wake up at 6.15am. wth. but ive got someone to wake me up :) hahahah. not funny. wao lau. im damn scared now. pang huang now. what if ive got no people to do projs w me? oh noooooo. rah. nvm, when the boat reach the bridge's end, it will straighten automatically. hahaha. hopefully so huh.
if not i guess i'll have to wear some really deep v necks for some serious seducing work.
okay not funny.
okay and im afraid to get back my common test results. i doubt i will fare well. hahahah. opps. havent been going to cc to study my tpff, biopro, reng and stuff. nah. hopefully i will pass lah. yeah hopefully :)
if not i guess i'll have to wear some really deep v necks AGAIN for some serious seducing work.
okay totally not funny again.
one joke use 2 times in a single blog entry. whatever.
ive been saying one joke for 5years going now to yiqian and mich. HAHAH.
okay i want to go and sleep already.
hope i strike 4D or toto tomorrow. even though i dont buy them, but anyways, who knows, i might lucky tomorrow and i'll pick up some random toto/4D ticket that was bought and accidentally dropped on the floor by other people and i'll get even luckier when all the numbers on that ticket appears matches exactly the same with the numbers on teletext page 880/882 or whatever is the teletext page no. la i cant remember. hahahaha. whoohoo!
and in case youve wondering if shanggeok has changed, ohlalal. im still the same. because im still hoping for someone to accidentally transfer a wrong sum of money say $5000 into my posb savings acct on top of winning lottery. WHAHAH.
yeah yeah yeah. im dreaming.
and im going to dream now because im REALLY going to bed. okay maybe not. i shall yi si yi si go and pack my bag.
OKAY FINE! SLEEPING!
byebye.
loves :) <33

yours truly;
whiteorchids.
10:58 PM