HEY

2007-09-05T23:53:00.000+08:00

hellloooooooo!

i'll be leaving for sabah this coming sat and will be back on 21 sept.

meetups till then!

LOVES~~ :D

2007-08-28T00:16:00.000+08:00

嗨！

你可以叫我玉~：D

hmm heres smth i found on friendster bulletin :)

A: Hot

B: Amazing kisser

C: good kisser

D: can kick your butt

E: has gorgeous eyes

F: loves people wild and crazy adoreyou

G: very outgoing

H: cute

I: crazy

J: is really sweet

K: is a good person to be with loveto laugh and smile

L: very good kisser

M: Makes dating fun

N: easy to fall in love with

O: has one of the best personalities ever

P: popular with all types of people

Q: a hypocrite

R: is a good person to be with

S: makes people laugh

T: smile to die for

U: is very sexual

V: not judgemental

W: people never tell you what to do

X:very broad minded

Y: loved by everyone

Z: can be funny and dumb at times

________

okay lets see what does my name stands for :)

just being lame.

plus since this friendster post was posted up by erm, someone.

so aiya. let me just take a look.

no harm done right? hahaha.

G: very outgoing

O: has one of the best personalities ever

H: cute

S: makes people laugh

H: cute

A: Hot

N: easy to fall in love with

G: very outgoing

G: very outgoing
E: has gorgeous eyes

O: has one of the best personalities ever

K: is a good person to be with loveto laugh and smile

hmm judge for yourself folks :)

lurbeees <3

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世界那么大，

幸福的感觉。

要自己慢慢地去体会，

去寻找，

去摸索。

幸福。

是否是快乐的？

若没有不开心，

又怎么能衬托出快乐，

与开心的事？

若一辈子只想要快快乐乐地过一生，

那又如何去体验幸福，

快乐的一切一切？

但，

我是自私的。

我要幸福与快乐。

所以我选择了放弃。

勇气。

还是需要勇气。

不是平凡人所能拥有的勇气。

我不懂，

也不想再去懂，

去知道，

去了解。

又是自己的私心。

哦，

变质了。

你那歇斯底里的想法，

那用不完的借口。

不想说明，

不想摊开来说，

有自己的理由。

不说，

也并不代表问题不存在。

都是我自己。

已经没有了任何的勇气，

也已经没有了希望。

好累好累。

五年了。

天天想念。

花的芳香，

眷恋，

怀念。

梦游，生活。

：）

2007-08-11T22:38:00.000+08:00

不管。

也需要勇气。

真正办得到的人，不多。

这些日子以来，

真假是非，

悠悠嚷嚷，

每个人都将各自观点加诸在别人的身上。

回不回应，

总有人以为是在演戏。

也许乐于演戏看戏的是一些闲杂人等。

什么是真的，

什么是假的，

就让时间来证明自己吧。

想得太多，

也未必是一件好事。

郁闷，

不开心。

哭了太多也于事无补，

最后也只有自己来安慰自己，

同情自己。

傍观者清。

虚伪，

形形色色的人。

无时无刻的变化。

自己被困在了漩涡中。

似有，

似无。

问问自己的心，

都不知道自己要的是什么。

心虚，沸腾。

一切的一切。

欢乐，笑声，爱情，亲情，友情。

甚至是物质上的享受，奢侈。

虚荣心。

还是爱自己多一点，

还是多为自己而活吧。

笑，

未必代表快乐。

正如，

没有执行一般人认可的门面功夫，

并不代表漠不关心。

hmmmmmm,
guess its pretty true,
maybe i'm just the toy.
its quite obvious, isn't it?
just that im probably too blind to the truth.
move on lah.

RAH.
how? no matter how hard i try i will still choose yam ultimately, i mean the bubble tea yam.
maybe i should go and monopolise the yam market, so they cannot sell yam or any related products anymore. ohmygod,

ive been crazily drink yam bubble consecutively for alot of days.
im so in love in yam, i mean the bubble tea. HAHAH
and jieying is tooooo. orh-milch-ocha desu!

busy with exams. and after exams, during the hols, i'll be busy with preparation for sabah and all. haizxzxz.

but i'll make it a point to meetup with best frienddddddds! because they are lurbes:)

(oh, and regarding biopro report,
if you guys happen to chance upon this blog of mine,
im still waiting for richard to send me his part then i can compile them alrdy. )

too bad i cant post a picture of me doing the "ngee ann air man shaking action"
HAHAH.

but heres a random drawing though,
ngee ann's very own air man and bobby signing off to you :)

yada yada

alright, good night! :)

2007-07-30T20:18:00.000+08:00

(all in chronological order:) )

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO AUDREY

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO XIANWEN

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MICHELLE

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SUNITHA!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YIQIAN

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JIEYING

hahaha so many best friends' birthdays around the corner.

all around the month of late july and august! whoo lala :D

alright,
LURBES! :D

2007-06-24T22:58:00.000+08:00

water

sodium laureth sulfate

sodium lauryl sulfate

zinc pyrithione

cocamide MEA

zinc carbonate

glycol distearate

dimethicone

frangance

cetyl alcohol

sodium chloride

guar hydroxypropyltrimonium chloride

sodium xylenesulfonate

magnesium sulfate

sodium benzoate

ammonium laureth sulfate

sodium benzoate

ammonium laureth sulfate

magnesium carbonate hydroxide

benzyl

thats all the chim chemical ingredients that you find in a 70ml bottle of head and shoulders intensive solution. ohmygod. with so much chemicals that im putting on my hair, i dont know if im doing good stuff to my hair or am i making it worse? LOL.

and there is benzyl inside. benzene is carcinogenic. so is benzyl carcinogenic too? ohmy. =.=

hehe.

haven been updating much. im so lousy, i know.

okay its just plain laziness isnt it? hahaha but oh wells, my laptop is seriously down now. ive got some sort of problem with it. its like it will automatically type lots of random alphabets, and the thing is that it doesnt stops typing! ohmygod. zxzx. ya la i guess it just boils down to pure laziness and all, because ive been quite reluctant to go all the way from ang mo kio to jurong LOR. whahah.

"gggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg

ggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg

rrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

rrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr"

this is smth that my laptop will type on normal days.

on special occasions, it will type much more than that when it gets mad at me cause im way too hot than the damn com. and somehow its getting worse, sometimes the laptop will auto-off AGAIN. good game man.

and i haven been onlining much. i know i like to appear offline, but nowadays i totally dont sign in to msn. HAHA. because of my laptop thank you very much. with a laptop like that, its totally not convenient for me to talk to people on msn etc. what if later people think i am mad, keep typing random alphabets to them?

damn sian eh. school is starting tml. and im so screwed. bad start to school. im having morning IS on monday. so ive got to wake up at 6.15am. wth. but ive got someone to wake me up :) hahahah. not funny. wao lau. im damn scared now. pang huang now. what if ive got no people to do projs w me? oh noooooo. rah. nvm, when the boat reach the bridge's end, it will straighten automatically. hahaha. hopefully so huh.

~~if not i guess i'll have to wear some really deep v necks for some serious seducing work.~~

okay not funny.

okay and im afraid to get back my common test results. i doubt i will fare well. hahahah. opps. havent been going to cc to study my tpff, biopro, reng and stuff. nah. hopefully i will pass lah. yeah hopefully :)

~~if not i guess i'll have to wear some really deep v necks AGAIN for some serious seducing work.~~

okay totally not funny again.

one joke use 2 times in a single blog entry. whatever.

~~ive been saying one joke for 5years going now to yiqian and mich. HAHAH.~~

okay i want to go and sleep already.

hope i strike 4D or toto tomorrow. even though i dont buy them, but anyways, who knows, i might lucky tomorrow and i'll pick up some random toto/4D ticket that was bought and accidentally dropped on the floor by other people and i'll get even luckier when all the numbers on that ticket appears matches exactly the same with the numbers on teletext page 880/882 or whatever is the teletext page no. la i cant remember. hahahaha. whoohoo!

and in case youve wondering if shanggeok has changed, ohlalal. im still the same. because im still hoping for someone to accidentally transfer a wrong sum of money say $5000 into my posb savings acct on top of winning lottery. WHAHAH.

yeah yeah yeah. im dreaming.

and im going to dream now because im REALLY going to bed. okay maybe not. i shall yi si yi si go and pack my bag.

OKAY FINE! SLEEPING!

byebye.

loves :) <33

2007-05-21T23:48:00.000+08:00

at last!

i am having some free time to myself now.

like finally, i am able to laze around in bed,

and online,

and stare at the computer screen doing nothing.

but being happy that i can online and not doing anyting.

i dont even feel like online shopping right now.

just want to enjoy this moment. its seldom that i get to have free time ever since school starts.

every weekday night, i will be rushing projects here and there.

ohmy.

i have poor time management skills.

really.

i need to do something about it.

okay whatever.

give me whatever!

i want anything!

hahaa. those funny advertisements.

2007-05-21T17:21:00.000+08:00

If I kissed you
Would fireworks fly
Would angels sing with lollipops

Would dinosaurs cry
Would babies all gurgle in laughter and surprise
If I kissed you

If I kissed you
What would Michelangelo say
Would he still have sculpted David
Would we be immortalized in clay
Would the poets write of love like ours
Would John Donne have his say
If I kissed you

You could be one in a million
You could be the one for me
But I guess I'll never know if I never try
I guess I'll just have to grab you in my arms
And kiss you

If I kissed you
Would you lose track of time
Would you feel a surge of happiness
Running up your spine
Would you run naked in the street
With a tattoo of my name on your behind

If I kissed you Oh,
if I kissed you Yeah,
if I kissed you.

i like:)
and i feel so weird not going to starbucks with the girls today :)

2007-05-20T23:50:00.000+08:00

cheated :(

so many things are all happening at one go. damn.
im so depressed.

maybe i should just go and make a fool out of myself and sms her happy bday.

maybe it doesnt even matter.

maybe.

2007-05-20T19:21:00.000+08:00

i am so so sick of all this.

suddenly, i feel like giving in to all the pressure, and just die or maybe nua at home every single day.

i feel so tired.

maybe i should do something stupid and crazy since i am still young.
maybe i should bungee jump.

okay i am too hum to do that.
not funny at all.

i am so random now.

i feel so depressed.
i think its my pms.
must be.

so many things undone.
so many things unsolved.
so many things uncleared.

i dont know where to start from.
all i know is to nua at home everyday and sleep and wake up and hope that someone will accidentally deposit 5000bucks into my posb acct.
or i will hope that maybe money will drop from the sky.
or maybe i will strike lottery tml. okay i dont buy lottery. ggwgg.
or maybe tml when i go out, i will meet this guy who is quite well to do and then we will get together and one day when i graduate from poly he will propose to me and tell me he will provide for me for all my life and i shall stay at home and be happy and give birth to maybe 2 kids or so and take care of them all my life and my kids shall grow up to be good citizens of the society and find a well paid job and give me some money to lim kopi perhaps 500bucks every month or so and then i shall die like that, happy and contented with my life, with a good husband, fillal kids and grandchildren.

okay u may say that i am still living in my very own lalaland.
but then, when things are so chaotic in reality, its good to dream a lil.
its so destressing for me.
it makes me feell happier, and more hopeful.

yes i have v low ambitions.
i dont like competition.
i dont like to quarrel.
i dont like to have conflicts.
i dont like to be sad.
i dont like to be clever.
i just want to 傻傻过一生。(sha sha guo yi sheng).
i want to be oblivious to all the things that are happening right now, all the things that are changing.
i just want to be with my best friends and have fun everyday and forget about the stress that life brings.
i just want to stay at home and accompany my grandma everyday and talk to her and listen to her telling me her stories and encounters she had when she was young and it doesnt even matters to me that ive heard them countless of times. all it matters is that i still have time to be with her.
i dont even want to go to uni right now, maybe i am just contented being a lab technician in the future.

i think i really have v low ambitions.
say whatever you like, but i am happy with my ambitions this way, for now.
i am happy with a simple life like that.

if you ask me,
would you rather be rich but unhappy,
or poor but happy?

maybe i would like to be in the middle.
not too rich and not too poor. with alot of happiness, and maybe a lil of the unhappiness - so that i will be able to appreciate the happiness that i have.

oh man, i am so random.

maybe i will turn ambitious in the future, but thats another thing.
humans do change anyway.

but for now,
when i am feeling so low,
i just feel like not doing anything and sleep like there is no school tml:)
我最喜欢睡觉。

okay pardon my random ramblings in this post.
i think i am quite abnormal today.

KEKEZ.
bye :)

2007-05-15T19:29:00.000+08:00

just a random lil note,
i was reading this small tiny whiny book called " the little book of buddhism",
yeah, its really tiny.

and i realised the phrases that they have inside are v meaningful.
so allow me to share some of these phrases with you:)

" The more we care for the happiness of others, the greater is our own sense of well-being."

"Firstly, we should re-examine our own attitud towards others and constantly check ourselvers to see whether we are practising properly. Before pointing our finger at others we should point it towards ourselves. secondly, we must be prepared to admit our faults and stand corrected."

"the creatures that inhabit this earth- be they human beings are animals- are here to contribute, each in its own particular way, to the beauty and prosperity of the world."

" even when we are helping others and are engaged in charity work, we should not regard ourselves in a very haughty way as great protectors benefitting the weak."

" do your best and do it according to your own inner standard- call it conscience- not just according to society's knowledge and judgement of your deeds."

" to develop patience, you need someone who wilfully hurts you. such people gives us the real opportunity to practise tolerance. they test our inner strength in a way that even our guru cannot. basically, patience protects us from being discouraged."

OHLALA:)

__

okay,
and i think that my life is quite messed up now.

everything is in a mess. lots of things.

i dont even know where should i start clearing.
some of them, i can do it by myself.
some, i guess i need other people's help,
or rather i would say, its up to them.

oh well, i dont really know what i am talking about either.

i just got this sudden random feeling that my life is so messy.
zxzx

i need to do something about it.
even the blog entry that i am typing now is messy.

my cupboards are all messy.
i need to pack alllllll my bags and keep them nicely.
the shoerack is messed up as well.
wayyyyyy too many shoes.
my book shelves are messy too.
the small table area near my bed; it has wayy too many school books cluttered there. all the tiny little notes that ive taken in class, those slips of papers, its appearing practically everywhere.

AHHH. ITS SO SO SO MESSY -.-
zxzx.

okay i need to go and do the online assignment for eltech now,
which is damn irritating. sianzx.

okay bye.

lurbes:)
random.

spielen spielen spielen.
haihai~

2007-05-13T01:04:00.000+08:00

yay my dad is not working tml :)

okay random. zxzx

bye. =x

2007-05-12T15:55:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BROTHER.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY GRANDMA.

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY TO MY MUMMY.

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY TO MY GRANDMA.

and yeahyeah,
happy mother's day to all the mothers out there! :)

im a happy girl.
i met up with yiqian and mich.
and guess what,
I SAW ER-HMM.

WHAHAHAHA.
HIGHNESSS.

so-man. oh lalala.

hopefully my dad will be off on sunday and we can all have fun together as a family.
lurbes :)

2007-04-29T23:11:00.000+08:00

ohmy.
i happened to chance across her profile listed in NP just now.

and yes,
judging from her face, she is an angmoh. absolutely.
but she's different from other angmohs, who come here as FOREIGN TALENTS,
she is a CLEVER ANGMOH.
totally.

i'll show you why:)

"Ever since Patricia left her native Germany to work and study abroad her training and career has been marked by variety.
Having studied Archaeology in Freiburg and Glasgow,
she did a one-year training course in BBC Scotland, focusing on radio and television production as well as desktop publishing;
leading to working as a freelance reporter, researcher, and writer during her time in Scotland.

When moving to Australia she chose to pursue her environmental interest and hence worked one year for the Parks and Wildlife Commission of the Northern Territory in national park management.

In 2001 she moved to Asia (Thailand, Malaysia, Singapore), working in the tourism and education industry, as well as in Sales and Marketing for a Singapore listed manufacturing company

Outside work Patricia engages in an equal amount of hobbies and interests.

She loves to travel, is a dedicated scuba diver, and loves to go hill walking and mountain climbing, goes frequently to the cinema, and is never seen without a book to read.

She also trains wu shu, power-walks, and swims, in order to maintain a healthy level of fitness.

Patricia sees herself as a global citizen and is now dedicated to pass her diverse knowledge and experience to her students. “Singapore is a small country, but part of a large region, and an even larger world. Today’s youths need to learn to see the bigger picture, and I love to help them to broaden their horizons.” "

and did i mention, she is a vegetarian! LOL.

OHMAN.
I THINK SHE'S REALLY A CLEVER ANGMOH.

now i really salute her.
EUUU ROCKXZX WORHXZX^^

SHOOO LI HAI NEHZXZX!

wu shu! ohmygod~ and powerwalk? lol.
and she studied Archaeology ! thats something that ive always been quite interested in, but its just a random thought that never gets into action. okay whatever.
and she's trained in BBC.
yadayada.

her list of achievements are mentioned above.

ohwow.
i think she's like a modern superwoman.

not superMAN. hahah~

now i really see her in a different light.
maybe german is not so bad after.

how often can you get a lecturer who knows Archaeology, trained in bbc, knows wushu and powerwalks?

at least i feel slightly motivated to start on my german essay which is due tml by 5pm. LOL.

now, thats a true capable angmoh,
compared to mirko stoll.
HAHAH IM NOT LAZY, ITS JUST THAT I AM MORE EFFICIENT THAN THE OTHER.

but germans are all germans,
they love to talk to themselves.

thats so so true.

but they are supposed to be honest, punctual, and reliable.
arent they?

HAHAHA~
LURBES <3

2007-04-29T17:38:00.001+08:00

126th post:)

yadayada.

haven been blogging for a very long time.
RAH.

im lazy aiye aiye.

nothing much to say though, school's been really busy for me.

projects are hell.

so is german.

ohman.

but ive got all my mates with me:)

and ive got a real big shock ytd.

there were lots of red spots on my inner thighs.

it was like what the hell can.

i thought i had chicken pox! zxzxz.

i was so damn scared.

at 1 oclock in the night, i dont know who to turn for help.

zxz then i called yiqian.

she say if there are more spots the next day then i good game alrdy.but thank god,

the spots cleared up quite a bit today:D

so i hope its not chicken pox. LOL.

okay i cleared my closet sometime ago, and here are some scary pics of my closet. RAH

i took out half of the clothes (those that u hang them on a hanger) and threw them all on my bed.

and here are the remaining ones, "neatly" folded, sitting nicely in my closet.

alright, halfway done.

and heres my prettyaye closet:D

all tidied up. HAHA

and i cleared out 4 big bags of clothes which i dont know what the hell im gonna do with it.

maybe i shall sell them online.

but the stupid ebay and yahooauctions require us to provide them with a credit card no., so as to verify that youre a sincere member.

to hell with all these shit.

zxzx.

maybe i shall listen to my mum and donate them to the salvation army.

i dont know.

we shall see how la.

HAHAH~

okay i guess i might not be updating my blog oftenly.

yayayaya,

shall go off now.

ive still got my german essay undone. DAMN.

but im halfway through PBL.

yay:)

sianzxz life sucks lurbe hurtz.

LOL.

im so used to you.

BYEBYEB:D

2007-04-29T17:38:00.000+08:00

126th post:)

yadayada.

haven been blogging for a very long time.
RAH.

im lazy aiye aiye.

nothing much to say though, school's been really busy for me.

projects are hell.

so is german.

ohman.

but ive got all my mates with me:)

and ive got a real big shock ytd.

there were lots of red spots on my inner thighs.

it was like what the hell can.

i thought i had chicken pox! zxzxz.

i was so damn scared.

at 1 oclock in the night, i dont know who to turn for help.

zxz then i called yiqian.

she say if there are more spots the next day then i good game alrdy.but thank god,

the spots cleared up quite a bit today:D

so i hope its not chicken pox. LOL.

okay i cleared my closet sometime ago, and here are some scary pics of my closet. RAH

i took out half of the clothes (those that u hang them on a hanger) and threw them all on my bed.

and here are the remaining ones, "neatly" folded, sitting nicely in my closet.

alright, halfway done.

and heres my prettyaye closet:D

all tidied up. HAHA

and i cleared out 4 big bags of clothes which i dont know what the hell im gonna do with it.

maybe i shall sell them online.

but the stupid ebay and yahooauctions require us to provide them with a credit card no., so as to verify that youre a sincere member.

to hell with all these shit.

zxzx.

maybe i shall listen to my mum and donate them to the salvation army.

i dont know.

we shall see how la.

HAHAH~

okay i guess i might not be updating my blog oftenly.

yayayaya,

shall go off now.

ive still got my german essay undone. DAMN.

but im halfway through PBL.

yay:)

sianzxz life sucks lurbe hurtz.

LOL.

im so used to you.

BYEBYEB:D

2007-04-15T23:21:00.000+08:00

124TH POST.

alrights,

school is starting. lalala.

let me blog about yesterday. was super duper happy, cause i finally gotten my shoes bought from lj spree! yays:D i bought 3 pairs of shoes. 2 pairs for my mum, and a pair for myself. and it was really pretty. what you see on lj, is exactly what you get. definitely going to join that kind of spree again:D

and i ought to thank yiqian cause she was the one who:

-helped me to pay first using her ibank acct,

-kept track of the progress of the spree for me

-told me if there are any updates

-informed me if there are similar sprees

-and acc-ed me to collect my shoes.

THANKS! 谢谢你！:D youre the dong-gan-est friend.

HAHA.

and i met yiqian and mich ytd for crystal jade dimsum breakfast too~ ohmy, imagine our shock when we realised our bill came up to a freaking $46.20!!! zxzxz. luckily, this giantic bill was due to some miscalculations on the waitress's part. so we didnt ate so much after all. zxzx.

mich went off after that, so qian and me went to mustafa after collecting my shoes. since i got my pay, i decided to get something for my dad as well. and i randomly saw this JUMBO CALCULATOR THAT WAS SUPER GIANTIC, which happened to be quite affordable as well. i immediately bought it. ahhaha since my dad always complain that he always loses his calculators and he says that the fonts are way too small for his eyes to read, yadayada. and heres a pic of the reallly jumbo calculator, with a ipod mini placed beside, so you can actually have a rough gauge of how jumbo this calculator is:)

jumbo nehzxzxzx.

oh, and i bought 2 expensive looking pens for him as well. but its actually kind of cheap. hahaha. shall not buy expensive pens for him anymore. i bought him a parker pen last time, and he told me he lost it. zxzxzx.

okays school gonnna be tsumaranai desu neh~ but its okay, i bet i will have fun with my friends still:)

hahahah CRE for go-home-together sessions on bus 74/52 with me, mol? or CRE for a punch in the face? hahahahahah, so funnny~ i shall rmb to bring my own mp4, so i dont have to share with euu nehzxz. shyzxz.

and then theres jy and steph:):)

and of cause, the seeyiqian, my hpy, whom i occasionally will bump into. rah~~

THE BEST. FAMILAR ANOT?

and then theres the phoon again. HAHAHAHA. HIGH. zxzx.

oh, and sorry eh steph cant go out with you tmlzxz.

and yiqian too.

i dont know if i can acc you anot cus i dont know whether my mum will allow anot. i shall pester her again and see if she allows anot. rah~~

<33

________

alright, have to sleep soon. tata.

LURBES:)

2007-04-14T00:26:00.000+08:00

OH MY GOD.

I JUST REALISED YESTERDAY WAS FRIDAY THE 13TH,

WHEN I WAS SCANNING THRU MY JUST UPDATED BLOG POST.
OHMY. LOL.

thats really the disadvantage of not working: you dont bother to remember the date.
everyday is a holiday to me right now.

i should enjoy while i can before school starts.
alright off to bed. buaizxzx.

2007-04-13T23:36:00.000+08:00

HEYO.

i went to the polyclinic at ang mo kio a few days ago, with my mum. because she had a really bad fall, so she pestered me to acc her to see a doc, and she pestered me to see a doc too, cus ive got this pimple like thingy on my knee for quite sometime alrdy.

yada whatever.

so i went with her anyways. and what the hell, THE DOCTOR SAID I HAD A WART ON MY KNEE AND SHE REFERED ME TO THE NATIONAL SKIN CENTER TO HAVE THE WART FREEZED.

zzzz. ohmygod. i dont even know what is a wart. lol. thats pretty dumb.

okay and i kinda got my bio clock back on its tracks now. im sleeping damn early everday, like around 11plus maximum (which is good), and im waking up damn early everyday too, around 9plus:) ohh lala, loves.

noticed the different style in blogging this entry? hahaha, okay im just dumb, i want to experiment with a different style. lol.

and i went to cut my hair a few days ago with yiqian. zxzx, not much difference though, but i think it looks better now. okay whatever. i dont know. but i think it looks kind of the same. rah~ i dont know what im talking.

okay i want to go and sleep alrdy.
its alrdy 12):

but im a happy girl.
cause i should be contented with what i have, and be happy with who i am now, and be glad for the occasional visit from lady luck:)

BUT I FEEL LIKE A DAMN LOSER NOW, CAUSE RIGHT NOW, XH HAS A BF! WTH. BEAT ME UP UPSIDE DOWN AND I WILL TELL U AGAIN I WOULDNT WANT TO BELIEVE THIS UGLY TRUTH.

OH WELLS, LOVE IS LOVE. I SHOULD BE HAPPY FOR HER. HAHAHA.

its such a 360 degrees change of attitude. hope that doesnt scare you readers away. hahaha. and in case you dont know who is xh, which is damn pretty obvious alrdy, you can ask me too. i bet you'd be so shocked that you cant eat your rice and if youre on a low carb diet, your proteins for 23489324weeks. i bet.

ohyah whatever, im wicked. yes i am. but she's the winner right now. thats totally cool.

okay im totally so not jealous by how she is attached. i should believe in myself. i should, i should, i really should. who knows~~

okay since ive reminded myself of this fact unintentionally, i hope you will knock me out so that i can sleep peacefully tonight, which i doubt so.

DAMN.

再见。

有一段静静的日子，

呼吸微风，

欣赏会说话的绿草树木，

最静觉得好久没看了。

以为忘了记忆，

原来一切都还很清楚，
就是喜欢那么的安静。

im still pretty chinese orientated. ohwell, I AM.
lurbes.

2007-04-10T15:40:00.000+08:00

alrighty,

im at home again.

going to fetch my sis later on.

maybe meeting yiqian.

thats D-A-N-G-E-R-O-U-S.

haha.

just a random note,

ive bought a few new bras.

and some of them are those bras with front hooks,

instead of the usual back hooks.

oh well,

im a pretty noob with front hook bras,

and im still getting used to it.

so while i was going to bathe just now,

i was happily trying to unhook my bra from the back.

then i panicked,

cus i cant find the hook at the back.

then i realised,

"oh ya! im wearing a front hook bra now"

LOL.

thats pretty dumb.

and thats all for the rest of my day.

and my shoes are coming in real soon.

aiye aiye aiye.

im a happy girl.

ive gotten back my altered pants,

and ive gotten another extra pleasant surprise.

happy happy:D

i wont let negative thoughts overwhelm me.

hahaha.

hope i'd get my pay alrdy too.

cause benedict sms-ed me and say we've got our pay!

happy happy.

i dont know.
maybe i'll check my account later.

now,

sometimes i'd get really high when the clock strikes 1pm.

LOL cus its lunch break!

i still got the feeling that im working,

calling ppl up and say,

me: good morning, im calling from xxxx,

may i speak to mr tan ah kow please?

mr tan: ya, im mr tan.

me: hi mr tan, we have received a request from you for a password to view your policy online, but the handphone no. u entered differs from our record. so may i have your NRIC no. for verification please?

mr tan: *provides ic no.*

me: okay, thank you mr tan. we'll update your new hp no. into our database, and the password will be sent to you via sms shortly. thank you!

and then i will proceed to do updates on this person's database.

HAHAH.

imagine me having to say that kind of stuff like over a hundred times a day.

rah.

lots of funny things happened.

cant seem to put them down into words now.

maybe i'll mention them later.

haaa.

and let me draw a plan out,

to show you my initial sitting position.

and how im being surrounded by malays,

to the extent that i feel so alienated,

because all that they speak is in malay,

and i cant understand a single word out of it.

okay here it goes,

legend: cirle = malays

square = chinese

and the area outlined in red is my sitting area.

so now u understand me?

beside me is malay.

in front of me also malay.

beside beside me also malay.

every is.

im so malayised.

OKAY IM NOT BEING RACIST OKAY.

IM JUST COMMENTING HOW LEFT OUT I FELT WHILE I WAS SITTING THERE WHEN I COULDNT EVEN UNDERSTAND A SINGLE WORD THAT THEY SPOKE THERE,

WHICH IS TOTALLY TRUE.

SO DONT THINK IM BEING MEAN AND RACIST AND ALL,

CAUSE IVE GOT MALAY FRIENDS TOO.

and i was even the least bit shocked when i was buying something one day,

while waiting for it,

one malay auntie came and spoke to me in malay.

it's true.

im not faking.

and im not saying its bad to look like malay.

im not commenting anything thats racist here.

cus singapore is a racial harmonious country.

PEACE OUT DUDES!

AND NO OFFENCE AH!

yup and thats about it.

hahaa,

im going to fetch my sis alrdy.

tata.

lurbes:)

yada yada.

2007-04-09T11:32:00.000+08:00

okay.

today is like the first day that im finally free from work.
the day that ive been waiting for so long since work started.

but now i feel so weird,
and i woke up at 7plus am today,
thinking that i was late for work.
how good is that?
lol.

i guess im still not used to it yet lah.

i guess i kinda miss work.
i kinda miss meeting michelle to take 22.
then we'll reach office slightly late,
and risk getting scolded by zaharah.

and we'll all start work,
doing shitty stuff.
and then comes break time.
we'll all hang out with the chinese in our office,
and lunch tgt,
and crap tgt.

and when 3++pm reaches,
i'd feel so tired and sleepy that i'll give myself like 5 toilet breaks within an hour.
lol.

whatever.
its just like how im missing my biennale job:)
i'll get over it like really soon.

meanwhile,
im going to spend some quality time with myself today :)
LIKE FINALLY.

maybe i'll read some books.
maybe i'll make some edits and upload some pics on my friendster.
maybe i'll clear up my desktop.

ive got so many things that need to be done.
oh my.

and school is starting in a week's time.
i really dont feel like going back to school ):
rah~

hmmm.
who likes to go school anyway?
LOL.

okay im bored,
without work.

just procrastinating.

im mad.

okay bye.
back to spending time with shanggeok.

2007-04-06T13:32:00.000+08:00

work is over for me.
and i have a week left for me to sort out my life and prepare for school.
i just wish that i can stay at home and sleep all day long,
and then,
i'll head up to my grandma house to accompany her.

but right now,
things are different.
just so different.
theres a newcomer.
i wouldnt say why.
but im just petty.

i dont like this kind of feeling.
i really dont.
it feels weird.

now i cant wait to go out everyday so i dont have to face all those questioning sessions.

i hope this feeling will go away real soon,
if not i guess i will be the one who goes away.

i dont know.
but i really really dont like.

2007-03-25T00:21:00.000+08:00

i watched mr bean with my family just now.
quite interesting,
quite funny,
quite touching.
zzz

it seems weird to describe it as touching,
but i really thought it was quite touching.

for example,
the scene where mr bean chased a chicken all the way just to get back his bus ticket,
but as usual,
ended up unsuccessfully.
but oh wells,
i just felt it was touching.

okay whatever.
im just crap.

and i watched teenage mutanat ninja turtles with yiqian today.
:S
weird choice.
but it was not bad.
yup.

was supposed to meet steph aka bovia *HAHAHA* tml.
but due to last min changes,
its postponed again. =x
havent seen her new hair.
rah~
havent seen her for ages too.

and was supposed to meet xian sometime ago,
but sadly,
she got smth on.

hmmm.
missing out on lots of things.

and my work is so boring to the extent that
i just wanna shout fuck and go and sleep and never ever wake up forevazxzxzxzx.
okay thats fierce.

whats more fierce is that,
i saw someone who is even fierce just now,
when i was at jubilee,
going to the cinema.

damn,
dont wanna mention her name her.
but let u guys guess abit,

okay.
SHE'S FAT.
REALLY FAT.
AND I KIND OF REALLY REALLY REALLY DISLIKE HER.
SHE'S RELATED TO BLACK CAT.
SHE'S RELATED TO A "GOOD" FRIEND OF MINE VERY VERY CLOSELY ~~AND SOMETIMES I USED TO GET SORE ABOUT IT.~~
SHE ALWAYS LOVE TO WEAR POLO TEES.

HAHAA.
obvious enough anot?
:)

thats damn unlucky la.
to think i would bump into her there.
what the hell.

and since im ranting about random nothings here,
let me continue to complain.

ive got this ex friend of mine,
okay her surname is ***,
yada yada whatever,
but she just broke up with her oh so important boyfriend.

i mean which boyfriend isnt impt to her?
or i should rather say which person of the opposite sex isnt impt to her?

yah anyways,
and so,
right now,
being heartbroken and all,
she's turning to god for help again.

im not saying its not good to turn to god.
i think its okay to turn to god for help.
but the way she does it,
i think its really gross.
she always say that she loves god and blah blah blah blah,
but i think thats all crap.
all she knows is to ask god to give her back her boyfriend,
which actually defeats the purpose of believing in god,
and puting your faith,
and follow god's word.
then you might as well go onto the streets and beg any ah mao or ah kao to give you your bf back.
or even better,
just ask any random guys to be your boyfriend.

but the way she does it,
makes me want to smack her 2303489283 times.

i dont know why,
but i think she is just misusing god,
and his name.
and that makes me uncomfortable with it. =x

though im not a christian and i know im in no position to meddle into other people's stuff,
but i just wanna rant~

ya and anyways,
she says stuff like,

"Father i know You've Your plans for me.but please,if being with him isnt part of Your plan,yould You please change Your plans slightly?remove whoever that You planned for my life,and replace it with him instead.God You know it.You know it.You know how i feel,You know how my life would go on.please?(: AMEN."

"its either God who created me to be so,or i chose to be so,and think like this."

"27 sounds kinda young,hard to believe.cause thats like 9yrs from now.which prob means aft my uni?"
(uni your head! im not even sure whether i can get to uni, what makes you think you can. =x
youre not even sure whether youre going ite or shatec, but they are about the same anyways. zzz)

another thing that made me really mad is this thing that she said,
"God,bring him back.will You?promise me.(: i know it takes time.i dont mind waiting.put me through the test,like i put You through the test."

i mean,
who is she to put GOD to the test?
i wanna beat her up.
zz.

and theres even random guy who tried to said random things to her,
things like,
"dear" and she replied with dear too.
things like,
"unknown says:love is just blind
unknown says:unless you look into my eyes"

"unknown says:but hey, if you turn the other cheek and look hard
unknown says:i'm there carrying a torch for you"

and more la.
dont wanna post too much,
cause ive alrdy posted quite alot.

and because of all these,
this ex good friend of mine,
got flamed in her tagboard.

zzz
but i didnt flamed her in the tagboard though,
even though i really dont mind doing so.
HAHAH.

so its a lesson learnt though.
dont ever try to be like her.
so,
im learning through other people's mistakes.
rah~

okay sorry if im mean.
:(

rah.

time to sleep.
im tired.
*yawns*

I MISS ALLL MY FRIENDS!
REALLY!

LURBESSSSS!
<33

2007-03-18T13:19:00.000+08:00

@$#%#~!@ERA#@!V$R

RAH.

haven been blogging for so damn long.

ive done lots of things during this period of time.
ive went to genting,
and got back,
and got a new job.

and thats about it.
im working as a data entry clerk right now.
the pay's not bad,
but the working environment sucks.

i wouldnt say why now,
i guess i will just comment on my job after my job term ends.
if i comment now,
who knows,
what if they are able to source down my blog and track me down,
and terminate me,
and dont give me any pay? :(

suckers.

im just a no-life girl.
you know why?

5 days out of a week im working from 8.30am-5.2opm,
and ive got to wake up at 6.15am,
and only get to reach home at ard 7pm.
why?
because i work at tampines.
wtf.

and by the time i reach home,
im so dead tired to even drag my feet to the bathe room to bathe.
but i still bathe and ate anyway,
and then i fall asleep,
without even online-ing,
and without even checking out live journal.
rah~

so thats it about my life so far.

but its for the sake of money.
right?

:)
yadayada.
and im gonna miss my 2months hols next month.
cus im gonna have training at some place.
so got to earn some cash for my shopping trips out with my friends.

RAH.

so before i can get my pay,
i can only do heartland shopping.

heartland shopping,
anyone?

HAHAHA.

and AMK hub is opened.
most of the shops are operating now.
and i realised this pathetic fact.

when a place gets famous and lots of crowds,
i tell you,
even those damn beggars are so pathetic.
those damn beggars and blind performing artists and auntie tissuse sellers who originate from BISHAN,
moved to amk area -.-

at amk area,
before amk hub was opened,
i dont even see any beggars.
cause before amk hub is opened,
there isnt alot of crowd.

now the crowd comes in,
the beggars and everyone comes in.
aunites,
uncles,
shuai ges,
mei nus,
and those damn beggars,
and blind performing artists.
RAH~

and rmb the blind auntie who always sing hokkien songs damn loudly at bishan mrt?
she moved to amk hub.
and traumatised me greatly with the voice of hers.
AHHHHHHHH.

and i went to tpy's shuang lin temple today with my family.
i like.
and i saw this monk at my house market area after that.
and he looks so sad.
w/o shoes,
and begging for alms,
and not even one singaporean hlped him.
but from what i see,
he isnt a china man,
so highly possible he is an authentic monk.
zzz
so i gave him all the money that i have in my pocket. -.-
maybe around 2 bucks.
zzz.

ya thats about it.

say bye to no life geok.
RAH.
BYE:)

2007-03-06T22:06:00.000+08:00

ive come to realise that friendship really plays an important role in my life.

same as for family too.

but friendship,

in a way is different from family.

i guess all of us will understand that.

somehow,

ive come to realise also that im beginning to treasure and cherish some of the friendships around me.

some friends are getting more and more important to me.

and no doubt they play a big role in my world.

and some friends are meant to be kept,

but other friends, are better of as just friends.

but of cause,

if you ask me whether would i develop a true friendship with people like samuel tan than i would flatly say NO.

same for the mr siao langs that are staying near my house.

and i think friends influences my feelings alot more than family members do.

probably because family is more stable in the sense that they do not change.

family will always be family,

there is no denying.

and i love my family.

of cause,

my friends too.

but as much as i hate to say,

some friends come and go,

some friends remain.

i must be true to myself,

and true to the friends around me.

so when we are true to each other,

i believe this friendship will be able to move on.

honesty is probably the foundation for alot of things,

including friendship.

isnt it so?

i know sometimes i contradict myself every now and then,

but thats okay.

this is the shanggeok that you guys know me as.

rah~

other than i know that im quite pretty and clever and cute and ...

HAHA joking.

i believe that when you help people,

you'll feel good about helping people.

but of cause,

sometimes,

i must learn to say no at the right time too~

its okay to help,

but its not okay to help to the extent that you need to compromise on your values greatly.

small compromises are okay,

big ones,

then i'll have to consider.

i love the feeling of being there for other people,

this shows that people trust me to be there for them,

and i should not let their trust down.

and i also love the feeling of having people there for me.

i wouldnt say im feeling very happy right now,

and after sitting at the alighting point alone for quite some time after yiqian left,

dont ask me why i sat there alone,

i just did.

anyways,

looking at the passerbys,

ive straightened out some of my thinkings and mindset.

but i felt so alone at that moment.

i just dont feel like growing at.

remaining at 18 is enough for me.

i dont wish to grow up and go into the working world,

to face the harsh reality that there is no one for you to count on at work,

everyone are just co-workers.

not exactly friends.

co-workers that you can get along with better,

and co-workers that you cant get along with.

because when there are conflicts of interest,

people will do whatever it takes to make you fall.

thats so cruel.

i dont know if its true,

but at least i trust my mother.

this is what she told me.

maybe its quite true.

its alrdy starting to get visible.

remember last sem?

this irritating asshole tried to pull us down?

but,

we are still studying.

so things are not so serious.

but what if we step out into the society?

i dont know,

i better deal with things that are more urgent now.

but i just want to say,

i really feel old~

rah.

the age is coming on.

the fine lines appearing on my face.

am i thinking too much? =x

maybe i need packages.

ahaa.

and,

my feelings have been on a roller coaster ride recently.

probably because im so fed up with myself that i cant seem to find jobs.

and most of the interviews that ive went turned out to be either scam-like jobs or jobs with really bad offers.

we've went to a total of 4 to 5 job agencies,

and none has a job for us.

all they can say are

'' we will keep a lookout for suitable jobs for you. if there are suitable jobs for you we will contact you immediately.''

contact your head ah, just go and die la~

very angry. zz inefficient. rah~

and in addition,

some of the places are really ulu ulu,

so when deciding how to get to our destination,

we have different views and opinions,

and say hi to friction.

but im sorry qian,

cause im so emo everytime,

we always end up being emoz at each other.

dui bu qi~

come what may,

we will still be hpy and lty.

at least thats what i feel.

i dont know what sparked off me to write this kind of entry,

maybe im just being random,

or maybe there is this auntie friend who sent me a weird msg,

who scared me,

and inspired so many insights and views that i have.

and auntie,

if you like,

then go ahead,

aknowledge your feelings

follow your heart.

youve got nothing to lose anyway.

thats just my opinion.

with friends like them,

who still needs a boyfriend?

okay, i still need.

and just another random thing.

my brother is so lame.

he went to watch MVP qing ren on you tube -.-

what the hell.

okay anyways,

yup.

thats it.

tomorrow will be a beautiful day.

right?

bye~

2007-03-06T01:06:00.000+08:00

怎麼會想起你

眼框開始泛紅

歲月的皺紋

訴說著你辛苦了多久

從我們不會走路

到成年了以後

你一路陪伴著我

提醒我別犯錯

厚厚的繭

佈滿了你大大的手

厚厚的愛

照顧我們不曾減弱

後來的我

長大了懂事了以後

想對你說

阿嬤的溫柔總是給的太多

滿滿的餐桌怕我們吃不夠

阿嬤的笑容總是給的太多

一個擁抱就足夠

我怎麼能夠怎麼能夠

讓你難過

你是這麼的是這麼的

愛我疼我

我怎麼能夠怎麼能夠

讓你難過

你是這麼的是這麼的

愛我疼我

阿嬤的溫柔永遠溫暖著我......

<3

2007-03-05T02:44:00.000+08:00

just watched finish the last episode of hana kimi.
episode 15.

:)
finally i finished something.

the ending is pretttyy....
i dont like la~
but then..
hahaha.

anyways,
hope they will film hana kimi 2 soon:)

really.
cant wait to see them all acting together again:)

wuzun and ella looked so good together:)

wuzun,
dadong,
chord,
浩角翔起 - 浩子 and 阿翔，
tang yu zhe,
yang yang,
ah shen,
shen le,
julia,
and the most hilarious of all,
MEI TIAN LAO SHI:D

hahaha~

all i can say is,
this drama indeed got me very hooked.

zzxzxz.

2007-03-03T23:27:00.000+08:00

i dont like the me that i am in right now.

i tried so hard to change things.
i tried so hard to make things better.
i tried so hard to change my mindset.
i tried so hard to smile.
i tried so hard to be true.
i tried so hard to deceive myself.
i tried so hard to have fun.

i tried so hard,
to do so many things. that i do not like.
to do so many things that i feel sick of.
to do so many things that is just so not me.

i dont understand.
why is this so hard?

when all and all fails,
i think im gonna fall too.
quietly,
silenty.

the me right now,
im feeling so ugly,
inside out.
totally.

maybe,
when this feeling overwhelmes me,
maybe,
i wouldnt be here.
maybe,
i look fine to you.
maybe,
im just mad inside.
maybe,
or i am just feeling emo.

i dont know.
damn.

RAH~

________

but nvm,
on a happier note,
huang yi da's album is out!
i really like him alot.
cause i find his songs really meaningful.
not because of the looks.
even though he is kinda cute~
yadayada.

random.

and here are some provocative questions that qian and steph and me discussed during the 4 days, 48 hours of our work,
counting taxis together.
and i think they are really quite provocative.
so here it goes,
and i shall start with probably in my opinion,
the most provocative of all,

IF YOU ARE BEING RAPED BY A MAN,
AND UNFORTUNATELY,
YOU GOT PREGNANT WITH HIS CHILD,
WOULD YOU CHOOSE TO ABORT IT OR GIVE BIRTH TO IT?

i chose to give birth to it,
after all,
its a life im talking about.

but qian and steph both beg to differ.
:S

WOULD YOU RATHER CHOOSE SOMEONE WHO IS POOR, BUT LOVES YOU,
OR SOMEONE WHO IS RICH,
BUT DO NOT LOVE YOU?

WOULD YOU RATHER BE RICH BUT UNHAPPY,
OR POOR BUT HAPPY?

yadayada.
still got lots more.
but i cant seem to rmb all of them at this point of time.
zz

but anyways,
chatting online with the peeps like qian mich xian and mol made me less emozxz.
rah.

hahaha.

whats the connection between rambutans and bananas and icecream and uncles?
uncles who sell bananas and rambutans flavoured ice cream.
ding dong ding dong~
its too funny to tell you.
i bet you cant figure out.
*winks to mol*
RAH.

power of friends.
zz

and sometimes,
i wonder why do stupid guys exist in this world?
why issit so that this guy can break up with lky for 4 years and still ask her back 4years later?
what the hell.
cannot be.
must be she is still in her own lala land.
she got excessive imagination power.
i mean,
who in the right mind,
would like a bad tempered yadayada girl back?
CANNOT BE.
even as her used to be friends in sec 2,
we also cant stand her,
who can stand her?

who knows,
im not trying to be mean,
maybe she pays her so called boyfriend one million bucks a day to be her bf.

zzz/

who know,
maybe gilbert will ask me back.
since come to think of it,
we've broken up for so long alrdy.

AHHAHHA.
NOT FUNNY.

im not harbouring that kind of thoughts anymore.
zz.
and even if he ask me back,
whahahaha.
then i will be damn happy.
cause i can turn him down flatly.
WHAHA.
who asked him to make me suffer last time?
=x

okay maybe i take joy in torturing people,
particularly him.

i mean,
another other normal girl who broke up with her bf sometimes would imagine her boyfriend asking her back again,
and then she will turn the offer down,
flatly,
sharply,
coooly,
as if she dont need him in her life forever.
WHAHAHh.

okay whatever.
and i was reading chord's blog just now,
he's better known as dashu in huayang,
and he wrote this very nice and touching song for his grandma.
awww.

reminds me of my grandma.
lurbes.

dont wanna elaborate.
show u guys the song and lyrics nxt time.
and im listening to huang yida's song now
very nice! :)

okay,
this entry is getting way too long.
oppps.
but im definitely feeling better now~

yays.

and i cant wait to wake up to a more beautiful day tml.
cause theres no school tml.
cause i can sleep til as late as i want tml,
without worrying that theres school tml,
without worrying that ive got exams/tests tml,
without worrying what clothes i need to wear tml,
without worrying whether am i repeating my clothes tml,
whoooo.
thats post-poly-current-holidaying life.

i like to be in my ultra comfy home clothes.
high.

OKAY BYE.
LURBES
:)

2007-03-03T12:07:00.000+08:00

ohhh.

im kinda sick :(

having a super duper blocked nose now.

and slight headache.

and sore throat.

rah~

okayy,

this week has been quite hectic for me.

ending of work from LTA.

rantically looking for jobs.
and a lil bit of WINDOW shopping here and there.

damn.
im still unable to find a job now.

actually ive got this offer as a telemarketer,
but in the end,

we didnt accept it.

i guess its pretty hard to clinch deals,

from what i heard from steph and yiqian's friends.

so i guess im pretty turned off now.

'' lai, tui ciao zhe ge gei wo.''

zzz

whatthehell.

but its okay,

theres pasar malam at bishan.

okay,

no link.

just let me be random.

sorry steph,

im afraid i cant meet u on monday eh :(

i think i got to find jobs.

i dunno.

rah~

or i meet u for a lil while and pass u the beads or smth?

ive done some work~

OH!

and i am going to genting on 10/03/07 to 12/03/07~!

hope my dad is able to take some time off his endless ongoing projects,

and spend some quality time with us :)

and before i go........

dont you think ella looks so prettttty and hot and lady and sexy and so-not-man here?
esp in that pair of high heels~!

and of cause,

wuzun is still as shuai:)

''GOU LE BU YAO ZAI TIAO LE!''

*winks to mich*

HAHA:)

so cute!:)

and thats right,

its RAIN:)

the vintage look with a tinge of ruggednesss.

MAN.

RAIN:)

high anot mol?

HAHAHA~

he's hot!

and he's like the perfect kind of guy.

ooh la la~

imagine him saying kam-sam-ha-mi-da to you.

hahaha=x

and...

heres your good friend ,
britney spears.

with her new bald head.

AHAHAH.

YADA YADA YADA.

OKAY BYE:D

WITH LOTSA LOVES!

<33

2007-03-02T02:21:00.000+08:00

emo emoz.

first,
it was the shoe spree.
wanted to buy 5pairs of shoes.
2 for my mama.
3 for myself.
rah~
but too late.

second,
bag spree.
maximum cap reached.
sianzxzxzx

爱情又怎样!

忘情samba舞！
不要孤独，
抛开烦恼和痛苦~

hahaa.
last sem.
last song.
last joke.
lol~
but im still missing it.
zxz.
no link.

but anyways,
BYE.

2007-03-01T22:05:00.000+08:00

心跳乱了旋律。
连我子自己都搞不懂状况。

有时候的我感到孤单。
有时候的我感到幸福。
有时候的我感到悲哀。
有时候的我感到彷徨。
有时候的我感到快乐。
有时候的我感到庆幸。

有时候的我也感到无奈。

但是，
此时此刻的我，
都不知道我所感受到的感受是真麽样的一种心情。
我也不知到该如何说明这种特别的感觉，
嗨，
反正说了也是白说。

哎呀，
应该从何说起呢？
我也不清楚啊。

人应该要懂得知足吧。
我自己有时候会对自己想，
我应该感到很庆幸，
我可以有一份不错的工作做了。

但是，
人往往都是贪心的嘛。
人都是爱往高处爬。
不是吗？

虽然有一个不错的工作再等着我去做，
但是，
我总觉得，
如果我在坚持多一点点，
如果我在忍耐多一点点，
如果我在耐心地等候多一下下的话，
说不定就有更好的机会再等着我呢？

嗨，
我也不知道啦。
有时候，
还真是傻傻的。
还真是阿达阿达的。
这么空闲去想着一些有的没的。
我还真够幼稚嘛。

都已经要十八岁了，
还会有这种笨笨的想法-。-

有时有我又会对自己想，
人们常说，
‘十八姑娘一朵花’

但是，
我看我自己啊，
比较像是十八姑娘一束草多过于十八姑娘一朵花吧。

嗨，
我要等到几时才会变成一朵花呢?

感伤。

哈哈哈。
今天的我还真是无聊啊。
竟然用起了华语。

但这也和偿不是一件坏事啊！
这么久没有接触到我最喜欢的华文了，
是时候该用用它了啊~

哎哟，
这是华人吧？

好了，
废话说多了，
自己也感到有点疲倦了。
应该去睡觉了。

明天又是新的一天，

又一个好的开始，

大家加油加油哦！

就这样，
再见啦！
爱你们哦！

2007-02-28T23:42:00.000+08:00

嗨！

大家好！

我终于学会了用电脑来打华语字！

谢谢伊倩！

好开心噢！

：）

2007-02-28T23:25:00.000+08:00

[[ mich be strong k :)

though we dont talk often,

but oh wells,

lurbes :) ]]

OH MY GOD.

im so happy.

theres this very nice movie that i watched sometime ago,
confessions of pain - shang cheng,
acted by jin cheng wu and liang cao wei.
and guess what!

the ang mohs are going to re-flim this flim,
and LEONARDO DICAPRIO IS GOING TO BE IN THE FLIM AS WELL~!
OMG.
:D
he is so damn hot~!
and he is a really really goooood actor~!
cant wait for the movie to be out:D
he looked so good in blood diamond.
i bet he will even be better in the remake of confessions of pain :D

and whats more!

i read from the newspaper that his partner is going to be brad pitt!

hmm not bad la~

i dont really find brad pitt very handsome,

especially after he's with angelina jolie now.

rah!

yay~

and i realised,
im kind of hooked to idol dramas -.-

im going to start zuan jiao yu dao ai by luo zhi xiang and da S- luo zhi xiang is so shuai!
and sheng qing mi ma - zai zai is so shuai too!
-.-

okay,

and heres a list of guys that i think they are really shuai

and im kind of addicted to them?

whaha.

here it goes,

wu zun~!

da dong

yan ya lun

da shu

nan xue zhang

shen le

luo zhi xiang

zai zai

leonardo

R-A-I-N~!

and bang bang tang!

HAHA

but i think rain is the best la:)

he's really cool,

and rich,

and has a really nice figure.

and i really admire yan ya lun for his frankness.

he is really frank,

and i tink he is a really true guy as well.

someone who is very honest and true to himself.

someone who does not disguise himself or wear a mask in front of the media.

i say this is because,

i think he is very brave,

for a newcomer in the ever dangerous entertainment industy like this,

he dares to voice out his opinions on the unfair treatment that his boss gives,

and he dares to comment on them,

and he even though the high rank ppl tell him to stop writing such stuff,

he still continues to write,

because,

he said,

'' im not going to change because you ask me to.

i write what i want to write.

if i write things the way you guys want me to,

then i am not the yan ya lun that i am. ''

wah.

M-A-N.

but of cause,

he wrote those stuff in chinese la.

i just translate them to english.

zzz

but i think he's really cool.

yup~

okay

and i definitely want to say that i am not a despo~!

i just enjoy admiring good looking people.

no harm done also what.

and they are so much better than the guys in singapore,

especially that bigass pervert.

sleepy people should just go to sleep.

thats so true.

zz

okay no offence,

there are shuai ges in singapores, happy?

which are minority la~

zz

but anyways,

yup,

so dont find me a despo.

RAH.

sorry i think im going mad soon.
zzz

kinda no life huh.
watching idol dramas at home,
bumming around doing nothing,
-.-
BUT I LIKE LEH.
rah~

and,

i went to kinoukuniya with yiqian the other day,

and i saw this book -

its a book whereby people write down their darkest secrets and send their secrets in the form of a letter of postcard,

to this particular author,

and this author will consolidate all these interesting secrets,

and publish them into a book.

thats cool.

and guess what,

i saw this secret that a particular person confessed,

she said,

'' I ACTUALLY TASTED MY OWN MENSTRUAL BLOOD!''

OMG.

how gross can that be?!!!!!

i had my period for so long alrdy

and this thought of tasting my own menstrual blood didnt even crossed my mind,

and how could this person be so pervertic as to taste her own menstrual blood?

THATS SO DISGUSTING.

TOTALLY.

thinking of it really turns me off.

just like how that bigass pervert turns ppl off too.

i mean,

who in the right mind would actually go and taste her own discharged blood?!!!

YUCK.

BUT ANYWAYS,

BEFORE I END,

i wanna say,

it sure feels good to chat with xian on the phone just now.

thanks auntie~!:)

dont worry i will be there for you always :)

and ohwells,

dont be emoz about the exams,

whats over is over

and whats done cannot be undone.

i guess thats just post examination depression,

and you will get over it soon, ya? :)

and why do most people think that shen le is more handsome than quan?!

LOL.

i think quan is better.

okay *shy*

yada ya da,
time to say bye to my never ending post.
and thats it,
okay bye.
:)

thats the back view of dashu~!
cool right.
punk-rock-emo-colourful style.
post vintage era inspired.
i like.

:)

lalala~

2007-02-27T20:46:00.000+08:00

hmmm~

having been blogging much recently.

have been working these few days.

worked for LTA.

as a taxi surveyor.

the job is really taxing i must say.

i worked with qian and steph~

from 11am to 11pm.

12hrs continuously for 4 days.

its like we spent 48hrs together.

hardcore.

but basically,

our job is to sit at the taxi stand,

we are situated at ngee ann city taxi stand by the way.

we're supposed to:

- count the no. of taxis and passengers q-ing at the taxi stand every 5minutes

- record the time when the passenger arrived at the taxi stand

- record the boarding time when the passenger board the taxi

it may seem easy,

but it really totemo hardcore i tell you.

firstly,

being in the company of car fumes, carbon monoxide and whatever other toxic gases,

for 12hrs a day is totally not easy.

its harmful to your skin.

it gives your skin breakouts,

and it makes your moood real bad.

rah~

okay.

and we get to face angry tourists waiting for taxis,

thinking that we are people situated there,

who are supposed to help them to call taxis,

when we are not.

but being the kind threesome,

of cause,

during our course of work,

we helped quite a few tourists to call a cab~

we helped koreans,

japs,

indonesians,

china ppl...

etc :)

and we got to see lots of richie rich tai tais,

all decked out in their prada, gucci, lv, bags,

gucci shoes,

and those oh-so-expensive-and-high-end clothes, shades, bags, shoes,

and toddling around with lots of shopping bags~

rah~

so jealous~!

i also want to be a tai tai!

sugar daddy sugar daddy where are you!

hahaha.

joking la.

i guess i dont really need a sugar daddy at this stage of my life.

all i need is..

HAHAH.

whatever.

so anyways,

im really glad that this job is over.

and sorry qian and steph,

i got emozxzx ytd~

rah~

and..

it really feels good to help people :)

okay.

and i went back to the office today morning with qian to pass up the forms.

and we went bugis~!

andddd...

we went back to sri khrishnan temple!

to find suresh, balade, and sudasan!

HAHA.

and they still remembered us:D

really.

and i guess they were really happy to see us.

we are really happy to see them too :D

and one of them even went out immediately to buy orange juice for us!!

awwwwwwwww.

so nice of them :D

actually we were afraid that they might not rmb us alrdy..

but it turns out that they still rmb us like we still rmb them:D

so anyways,

i wanna go back there and see them again sometime soon yay~

i think thats really cool.

not everyone gets the chance to work in an indian temple.

i did.

okays,

and we went to walk around after that.

OHHHH!

and theres pasar malam at bishan again~!!! :D

but i didnt see him.

zzz.

okay no link.

whahahah~

and ive almost completed watch hana kimi.

its really nice.

ive watched until episode 14.

waiting for episode 15 to be uploaded soon!

and i must say,

wu zun is so so so so so hot~!

and dadong too!

and shen le!

and nan xue zhang!

lurbes.

okay,

and ella is quite man.

but i think she's really kind prettyy when she dresses up as a girl properly.

really

okay and i really really like wu zun:)

i think he's really handsome!

or maybe not.

sometimes i see him,

i think he's really hot.

at other times,

i think he's so-so.

okay maybe not.

okay,

i think he is just hot all the time.

rah~

i think its because i really like the character, quan,

that he acted as in the show.

in the show,

quan is a really nice man :D

yupyupyup.

sorry,

im just like a lil girl ranting dumb things all over my blog.

zzz

just let me be.

and the story is really nice.

now i really understand,

why mich is hooked to it.

why jieying is hooked to it.

why steph is watching it now.

and why there so many other people ard addicted to this show:)

i really cant wait for episode 15 to be out~!

i cant wait to see what will happen!

AHHHH.

thats what happen to you when you get so addicted to a drama -.-

i guess thats my post-idol-drama-depression-syndrome.

lol.

and speaking of which,

i think mei tian is reallly really funnny~!

and he is such a nice person:D

and he looks not bad either.

i mean in real life,

he isnt as gay in the show.

hahah.

and dashu too.

he's quite a punk rocker in real life.

thats cool:)

and yang yang~!

he is totally not ah gua-ish at all in real life!

he is quite man and handsome actually.

okay all in all,

quan, xiuyi and shen le is the best :D

lalalala

ive still got other idol dramas to watch.

whahaha.

thats what holidays are.

to indulge in such dramas:D

but sadly,

still got to work :(

sianzxzxz.

zzz.

whatever.

i was listening to this song by tank.

zhuan shu tian shi.

a song in hana kimi too.

and i think its really nice :D

i think im really fortunate.

because,

i know that,

if one day,

if i should really break down and fall,

my family and friends will be there to hold me.

they are like my angels i guess.

im really glad to have them.

and i really cherish every one of them.

really.

even though i dont have another significant partner in my life at this moment right now,

but i am contented with what i have now.

i really am.

and the love i get from them is more than enough.

it really more than enough.

i will try my best to be there for my family and friends when they need me too.

they are like my angels.

so i will work hard to be the angel in their lives too :)

okay thats emozxzxz.

rah~

but im totally serious about it.

i love and cherish all the people around:)

okay whatever.

extreme.

okay bye.

LOTS OF LOVEEEEEEEEEE!

2007-02-21T23:30:00.000+08:00

:):)

today is a good day for me,
rah~

my family and i went to my dad's company today.
at first i was super reluctant to go i tell you.
because i didnt wanna wake up at 7am in the morning
when i slept at 4am-.-
(im really addicted to hana kimi~! WU ZUN is damn shuai i tell you. lalala~ *shy*)

okays anyways,
my mum still woke me up,
and it started off really badly,
seeing myself in the mirror,
dark eye circles,
huge eye bags,
water retention,
sleepy droopy eyes,
an unclear mind,
and worst of all,
the time of the month!
@!#!$!@$#%#

thats what holidays do to you dudes,
you sleep late and you get all your biological clock in your body all jumbled up.
but its okay.
whatever.

that we had a super luxurious breakfast.
abalone with shark fins noodles at this really famous shop.
stars like jay chou, fann wong, david gan ate at this shop before.
whahahah.
im a step closer to them.
okay thats dumb.

but anyways,
then we headed off to my dad's office
and i fell asleep on his sofa the moment i reached there,
and woke up only after 3 hours later.
and needless to say,
i got tiomeh by my mum. rah~

then we had some fun -
playing pool at my dads office.
he even has his own pool set!
with complete tables and whatever stuff la.
how cool is that babes.
even my sis at a tender age of 11 is a better player than me.
okay thats emoz.

but anyways,
we prayed and stuff and we left the office.
and my dad brought us to this new factory space that he bought in tuas.
its realllly bigggg and pretty~!
yay.
:D
cant wait for him to move to this new place:D
really really big.
and its like 3 stories high~
just like a huge mansion.

and we went to eat our lunch-cum-dinner,
at this really fantastic restaurant too.
i think its a clubhouse or something.
the clubhouse is called raffles marina or smth?
im not sure.
but the scenery is damn great.
this particular restaurant, its called marina bistro,
is situated just beside the sea~!
with lots of personal yachts parked side by side.
whahaha.
and of cause,
handfuls of rich ass people dining at tables nearby me.
zz.
and lotsa angmohs too.
i bet they are rich and they own like lots of yachts.
but sad to say,
my dad doesnt own one :(
but its okay,
i still love him.
lol.

the food was so-so.
but the scenery was good enough to kill.
lalala~

then my super kind dad,
drove me to the acer building to collect my laptop~!
yay:D
and my laptop is working really well now.
whahah~

sorry mol~
didnt wait for you.
but im fine with acc-ing you there to collect it again.
:):)

okays,
then we went to IMM!!

and we bought lotsa things~!
of cause,
i went to daiso tooooooooo~!
not bad not bad.
:D

it was all good,
until after our shopping trip at imm,
my dad drove me to np,
so that i can drop my books off at the library.
and wth.
the lib was closed by the time i reached there :(
i reached there at about 6.
but it was closed by 5.30.
really wth.

but nvm,
what more can you ask for when ive spent such a good day,
ate such yummmmmy foods,
bought so many stuffffff,
and have such a loving family?

yup yup.
thats it for my day.

have a great day too you guys~!

:D

ok bye.
lurbes. :)

2007-02-17T02:34:00.000+08:00

okays.
im back.

with a new blogskin,

like finally.

after so so many days since christmas 25dec.

RAH.

new year new skin~

lallalala.

and its new year.

so i shall use red fonts for this entry:)

so many things happened recently.

dont really want to elaborate about things here.

but im damn disgusted by these kinda things.

hmm.

shldnt let this kind of things affect my mood~!

rah rah rah.

i should be happy.

cause its the end of the exams alrdy:)

ive survived them.

but come to think of it,

i think our biomol is kind of simple?

compared to the stuff that the jc ppl learn?

so i shld be glad.

but im not.

cus biomol at poly level is still difficult for me:S

and now that exams have ended,

i suddenly feel very free.

like i have nothing to do.

zzzz -.-

but its okay.

i experience this kind of thing after exams.

lol.

i'll get over it.

and adapt to my whole new holiday lifestyle :

doing nothing at home,

and bum around in my house.

whooos~!

I LIKE:D

andddddddddd..

its day 1 of the new year already~!

yay.

da nian chu yi.

xing nian kuai le! :D

gong xi fa cai~!

oranges for you:)

ANG BAOS~!

angbaos=$$$$$$!

hope im able to collect lots and lots of them this year~~~! :D

and hope you guys have lotsa angbaos toooo!

yay!

FU DAO.

hope fu arrives at your doorstep.

and ive self created and drawn up this for myself,

AI DAO.

WHAHAHAHAHAH.

*shy~*

okay lame:S

HAHAH.

and not to forget,

during new year,

you will get to see lots of lion dance troups~!

~~with lotsa ah bengs inside :S~~

opps.

maybe thats just a generalisation of mine. rah.

okay sorry. dont beat me up. =x

HAHAHA.

OKAY

SO WITH THIS,

IM GONNA END MY POST.

cant wait to dress up tml and get all ready to collect angbaos~!

even though i kinda dislike going to relative houses,

cause its kind boring.

lol.

OKAY ANYWAYS,

BYE FOLKS.

LOTSA LOVE.

AND XING NIAN KUAI LE~!

lurbes ♥♥♥♥♥♥:D

104th POST

2007-02-12T01:10:00.000+08:00

i think i good game myself tonight.
:S
ipc ipc ipc ipc ipc ipc.

you get to learn things like
dibromodichlorodiiodocuprate (II) ion
tetraamminedichlorochromium (III) ion
potassium amminebromodichloropatinum (II),
and more.

how cool is that?

:)
double dosage of happy new year.
and happy birthday.
and happy vday.
and happy cny.

and happy day to you.

bye.

back to good-gaming.
:)
rah rah rah~

2007-02-11T00:15:00.000+08:00

ohmygod.
im supposed to be studying now but im online shopping again~!
i havent touched by books ever since i got back from tpy.
studied with steph and ah jon today.
oh,
and with his kimono girl, and rachel and of cause,
my lovely marcus.
oppps.=S

cant help it lah.
cny is around the corner.
im alrdy into the cny mood now.
:(
which includes the shopping mood.
cant wait for exams to end.
ive got so many places i wanna go.
DAISO.
BUGIS.
TOWN.
HEARTLAND SHOPPING.
AND LOTS OF OTHER PLACES~!
rah rah rah.

nvm.
shop first,
study later.

ONLINE

SHOPPING

~~K-I-L-L-S~~ ROCKS

oh,
and samuel lu is sick.
thats so sad.
to fall sick during exams.
what a time.
rah.
i hope all my friends are healthy and dont fall sick right now.
its e exams and cny period~!
so take good care of yourselves okay?
and dont fall sick ah~
and hope lu gets well really soon.
:)

till then,
see you folks~!
lurbeszxzxzxzxz
:)

102nd POST

2007-02-09T13:45:00.000+08:00

maths 2 was good game today.

totemo gg.

rah~

but i must say it was do-able la.

its just that im not so confident of my answers.

but, owells,

whats done cannot be undone.
no use lamenting over it.

might as well work hard on the remaining 3 papers :)

OKAY
AND IVE GOT SOMETHING DAMN EXCITING TO SHARE~!

today in terms of spotting NP shuai ges,

its a good day.

initially,

we saw this super duper handsome + hunky + macho db man~!

he was sitting right in front of me while i was waiting for the aunties.

i saw him first okay~!

hahaha.

anyways,
then i was thinking to myself that he's quite handsome.

okay actually he is VERY la.

so have faith in my taste cus mol and steph thinks he's hot too! :S

okay then we headed to canteen 1.

and guess what?

and we spotted him there again~!

damn man eh.

he took out his db sweater.

WHAHAH.

and we purposely went to sit in front of him :S

and glance at him every now and then la.

haha.

okay thats it for mr db shuai ge.

THATS NOT THE END OKAY.

causeee..

while we were waiting for bus at the NP bus stop,

we saw this rain look alike NP student~!

its really damn rain look alike loh~!

at least we all thought so la.

and we all got so so high!

sneaking glances at him!

and he really look alot like right.

maybe 85.456478797% similarity.

its raining,

sarang heyo~!

and somemore right,

this mr rain lookalike sports the same hairstyle as rain!

but then when he smiles i think he look 96.468564787% like rain!

the only difference i guess its the figure and the built la.

~~but i think if he's single and available,~~

~~grab him fast~!~~

~~and train him into a truly rain lookalike.~~

~~cus he got the potential to be one.~~

WHAHAH.

im so evil.

anyways,

so heres my artist impression of this mr rain look alike :

okay sorry.

pardon my lousily-completed-5-mins artwork.

he is much more better looking than this.

and heres the real thing :)

so cuteeeee!

punk rock meets nerdy formal style with emo specs.

whaaaa.

TADAH.

handsome right~!

okay thats it for mr rain lookalike.

hope i bump into him more oftenly in campus.

yay.

i came online just to blog about this incident.

hahaha.

and something to clarify eh

im not very despo,

but,

WHO CAN RESIST THE CHARM OF A HUNKY DB GUY AND RAIN LOOKALIKE?

WHEN BOTH OF THEM LOOKS SO GOOD~!

and seriously,

i think they are both on par.

whahah.

cus they got different styles.

but i personally prefer rain look alike.

!!!!!!

shy.

okay.

so mol has her shawn yue.

okay la i be kind and give steph the db la~

I TAKE RAIN LOOKALIKE.

WHAHAHAH.

thats so childish.

but let me be chidish once in a while

CAN ANOT?

especially in this kind of time,

whereby you so stressed out by exams,

its good to be random and childish.

hahah weird logic.

but today was such a good day.

whahahha.

but smth spoilt my mood on the way home day.

i was on 74 with mol.

after mol got down from mac,

this really huge group of students from ssks board the bus.

and they were damn NOISY and vuglar i tell you.

they were shouting stuff like,

''eh you go and fuck joey leh''

''wheres your cb''

''lj la''

and similar stuff la.

i was totally turned off by this bunch of sec school kids.

rah.

very pissed.

and they were quite smelly la.

perhaps its from the cross country at macritchie.

rude secondary students.

i dont know issit just me or are they really that irritating?

i find myself getting easily irritated by lil stuff recently.

maybe its because of my raging hormones.

but its impossible.

im a few years past puberty.

rah.

so whats the prob with myself?

i dont know.

hahahha~

thinking back,

maybe i was like these secondary school ppl as well.

talking loudly and shouting here and there in buses.

i dont know.

maybe ive pissed other ppl off as well.

i dont know either.

so i guess i should tolerate their behaviour.

i guess they will go out of such stuff soon.

hahahha.

okay.

end of entry.

im going to change my blogskin SOON.

really.

this time im not kidding.

i found this really nice skin

and ive dl-ed it alrdy.

but too lazy to change now la.

nxt time :)

so now back to ipc.

tata

101st POST

2007-02-09T01:15:00.000+08:00

yada yada.
i know im not supposed to be blogging now.
its 1.15am,
and i ought to be asleep,
so that i will be prepared for tml's test.

what the heck.

but i feel like blogging now.
cause im so bored.

i think im not studying hard enough.
okay thats totemo fierce.

but owells,
when it comes to exams,
who is studying enough?

cant wait for new year.
money money money~!

im just being random.
but i saw this occurence consecutively a few times recently.
i wonder why do small leaves tend to twirl/fly around in circles in midair whenever it is windy?
this occurence is everywhere.
i guess you will be able to see this too if you observe your surroundings carefully.
or maybe i am the only one that can see such stuff :S
im scaring myself silly.
zz

so what makes it able to twirl around in this fashion?
(not the clothing shop THIS FASHION ah you guys. i know youre drooling over the dresses there... rah~! esp the aunties who lurve low budget, high end look as much as me! )
is it because of the wind direction?
or the way the gravitational force when combined with the wind strength,
they will be able to produce such a motion?
or is it the kinetic enery that the leaves have?

im doing revision for ipc recently.
and i realised that these scientists are really amazing.
they can like imagine stuff like orbital bonds and stuff,
out of nowhere.
its like,
molecular orbital theory?
valence bond theory?
its scary shit i tell you.
im not joking.
what the hell.
what makes them think that electrons actually float around the nucleus?
what makes them think that orbitals actually overlap?
what makes them think that the overlapping area of these orbitals contains a higher density of electrons?

what makes them think of such shit to torture students like us?

thats what revision work can do to you.
you get so random,
to the extent that you dont even know what youre talking about,
and all you can do is to act chim.

okay thats it for my 101st post.
back to maths and happy new year to me.
steph is the 100-100 maths god.
and mol is the 90-90 maths cinderella.
and im mol's intermediate fattage fairy godmother.

and wth.
qian and jy are alrdy taking their exams for maths3.
damn.
why didnt i get A for my amaths?
emozxzx.

okay.
sorry.
random again.

byebyebye~!

L-U-R-B-E-S.

2007-02-05T23:59:00.000+08:00

heyyo~!

this is my 100th post~!

:D

like finally.

still remembered when i told qian that i wanted to start a new blog,

she was like,

''again?!''

i bet u cant last for for the a few months.

its only 3 fen zhong re du.

rah.

hope this blog can survive til my 200th, 300th, or even 400th posts~!

okays.

want to share with u guys something hilarious.

i talked to jon on msn a few days ago,

i think its ytd?

and i found him super funny and entertaining that night.

haha~

and we thought of some plans for those who are single and poor out there during this vday..

hmm~

here it goes.

:)

if you've got no dates this vday,

its okay.

dont fret.

we've got the right solutions for you.

think its perfectly fine to stay and home and rot during this vday?

NO ITS NOT!

dont worry.

you've got lots of potential dates around you.

they are all around.

its just that you dont see them.

u can have lots of imaginary gfs or bfs.

:)

for example,

mr jon alrdy his rachel on his top fave list,

and the ongoing ones are

joanne

nuradiya

saraswati

kellyn

and even kimono girl~!

hmmm,

for me im not so much of a flirt,

so i will just stick to my non-imaginary good friend out there.

whahaha.

its okay.

if you dont want something so unreal,

theres another alternative way out for you.

dont fret.

you can join online web chats or play online games,

and find any girl/guy character that you fancy and pretend that he/she is your vday date!

who knows,

you might bump into some hardcore np online gamers like your good friend,

mr zension.

so what are you waiting for?

FASTER LOG IN~!

they are all waiting for you!

okay if youre really poor and desperately in need of cash,

vday is a good day to make some bucks.

take a walk down orchard road and you will nvr fail to see lots of couples holding hands, being lovey dovey in public.

maybe u can approach them and ask them,

'' how would you feel if your boyfriend is gay?''

and wait for the boyfriend to trash you up.

dingdongdingdong~!

and you can sue them for assault~!

and get a thick wad of cash in your pockets!

provided that you've already partnered up with your friend.

so that when you get beaten up by the boyfriend,

you friend can hide in a corner and flim it all up,

and you will be able to produce concrete evidence and threaten them for a lump sum of money.

wahahah.

but sad to say,

ive alrdy partnered up with jon.

70-30.

so too bad.

okay.

if youre hungry, poor and lonely this vday,

we've got the perfect answer for you.

you can call up pizzahut and order a super generous serving of hawaiian/supreme chicken pizza,

and wait patiently for the pizzahut man to arrive.

the main thing is not abt the pizza that youre ordering,

the main point is the BIKE that the pizzahut man is driving.

when the pizzahut man reaches your house,

i tell you.

grab the pizzas,

and kidnap him,

and keep the bike.

and sell off the bike.

in this way,

youve got your delicious pizza~

youve got lots of cash from selling the bike~

and most importantly,

youve got another lonely soul (the pizzahut man) to acc you~

ALL ON VDAY!

how good is that?

whahaha.

but unfortunately,

if youre thinking of asking me to partner with you to help you,

its too bad too.

cus my partner in crime is jon again.

70-30.

okay last option for you lonely souls out

if it doesnt interest you then ive no choice loh.

if youre like me,

a born natural pathetic soul,

maybe you can take a picture in the same style as me,

and according to jon it looks like a poster for some ''stop abuse at home'' campaign.
so maybe i can submit my photo to related organizations and maybe i will get some cash for the pic,
and some cash for my copyrighted pic.

or theres an even easier way out.
i can find myself a sugar daddy,
and show him my pathetic photo,
maybe he will take pity on me and give me,
lets say,
a stack of $50000000 cash.
cold hard cash.

WHOO.
how cool is that?

so with all these,
i wish you guys out there a very early happy vday~!

cause i dont think i will be blogging til my exams are over.
yup.

and ohya before i forgot,
gilbert's bday is on 11/02.
so an early happy bday to him too.
whahah.

but i dont think he will see this,
and im perfectly fine with it.

hahah madness.
okay i shall go and study now.

and i hope i will be braver.
steph was brave today.

okay bye.

love you guys .

2007-02-04T13:49:00.000+08:00

sorry xian.
sorry jy.

cldnt go out with you guys.

mug hard and good luck for the exams! :)

2007-02-02T20:33:00.000+08:00

sorry i broke down today.

sorry for making u guys worried.

thanks a million to all my dear friends out there.

who were there to catch me,

when i fell.

thanks for showering so much care and concern over me.

im so touched, really.

im so blessed.

what have i done to have such angels as my friends?

thanks alot.
really really thanks thanks thanks.

:):):)

deng deng deng.
thats a funny one today.

______________

life in poly is so cruel.
people can just try to step on you to get higher grades.
and i cant believe that those people who stepped on us are actually our so called friends whom we thought we could trust,
friends whom we thought who are good competitors.

competition is good.
but no underhands please.
thats unethical.
thats mean.
thats just plain gross.

its so shocking.
people can stand behind you and give you a stab.
thats why its called backstabbing.

i dont know,
but i dont like this.

its okay,
we can just stick to our lil own world in class
and still be happy
and make merry.
its really okay.

we are not angry.
we can take jokes.
:)

and we know who did it.
happy new year to you:)
~~go hide in the corner and eat your curry kuay.~~

just a random note,
i really like the weather nowadays.

its sunny,
yet windy.

i like,
i really like.

THANKS PALS! :)

LOVE YOU ALL~!

2007-01-28T12:19:00.000+08:00

lol.

feel like closing my blog alrdy.
so boring.
and im lazy,
and super low maintenance.
rah.
okay maybe i am just mooody.
cus i ate too much ytd.

just a random thought.
but..
i dont know lah.
~~eat my curry kuay~~

going to mol's house soon.
and no french toast for me.
):

and i dreamt of this somebody that evoked alot of thoughts in me.
and ..

anyways,

byebyeybye.

my brother wants to use the com alrdy.

2007-01-26T23:59:00.000+08:00

watched blood diamond with xw today.
thanks a million :)

and bought formal top with steph.

yada yada.
too tired.
sayonara.

gonna slp early.
its been a hardcore day.

want to eat curry kuay?

okay bye:)

2007-01-26T00:32:00.000+08:00

anyways,
wanted to share this incident that ive encountered this morning with you guys.
emoz also can share funny stuff okay.

damn irritating eh this morning when i was taking 74.
i was alrdy super tired and alrdy planned to take short nap once i get a seat on the bus.
okay shy.
but i didnt nap anyways.

BECAUSE OF THE 2 GUYS BEHIND ME.

they are super irritating.
okay not that they did stuff to me la.
i really admire the fact that they can talk for the whole journey on a single hardcore topic:
ONLINE GAMING.

not as if i hasnt have much contact with the topic.
jy's grp.
chengguan.
ZENSION.

their conversation goes like:

wah the java script of this new game is not good.
do you think with this new full fledged function this game can break into the asia's market?
new mobile gamings maybe they are going to take over online gaming
internet speed connection and which modem u use
eh i just downloaded a 94kb animated 3D programme which supports the function of blah blah blah.

and can u imagine that.
throughout the whole one hour of the journey,
i had to listen to their super loud conversations and they can get really agaitated by disscussing whether this game can break into the asia's maket.
and they are reallly loud i tell you.

so thats it loh and happy new year.
i didnt get to nap on the bus.

end of story.

bye.
back to bhopal.

2007-01-26T00:12:00.000+08:00

rah.

waolau.
i dont know why at this point of time,
all my friends ard me are feeling so emoz.
okay maybe most of my friends.
okay maybe just a quarter.
or half.
whatever.

but those whom i came into contact with are all emoz kids.

im emoz too.
damn stressed up.
AH.
BHOPAL.
kill me with methyl isocyanate PLEASE.

then you can come and eat my currry kuay.
rmb to bring the voucher.

but i saw my favourtie,
er-hmm today.
so at least not a bad day after all.

and steph is too thermo-extremed.
haha.

good luck for biomol and ipc prac test.
dont be late girls.

emoz life.

life sucks love hurts messaged me just now.
remains me that i am such a loser.
okay actually i am not.

bye.

2007-01-22T21:54:00.000+08:00

thanks qian.

its okay.
if you guys never see me in school tml,
then probably you guys can come to the void deck under my house in ang mo kio to find me.

thank you very much.

2007-01-22T18:57:00.000+08:00

life's such a bitch for me nowadays.
im a failure in so many ways.
i guess today is just so not my day.

:(
sayonara.

2007-01-22T02:00:00.000+08:00

sian.
damn emoz.

got lots of work to complete this week.
let me see...
ive got..

thermo proj
ipc proj
mol
thermo test
ipc prac test
biomol prac test
iac
thermo lab report
ipc lab report

and jap test!

LUCKY.

and..
tml my lessons starts at 8
and whats more,
i cant take 52 tml!
ARH.

:(

totemo tamade.

okays.
got to go.
im tired.
hope i die in my sleep.
jya!

2007-01-21T16:54:00.000+08:00

i just remembered something,
and heres a reminder to my very forgetful classmates cum jiemuiizxzx of mine.
okay i think i am the more forgetful one.
rah.
whatever.

anyways,
dont forget,

biomol lecture starts at 8am tml,

instead of the usual 9.

thats hardcore,
3 hours straight of DNA IS NOTHING BUT GENES.

good luck
dont be late for class
and dont fall asleep during lect tml,
cus we're gonna have extended thermo lecture again.

so sleep early tonight friends. :)

lets be extreme.

and lots of lurbes to everyone who's reading this now.
:):)

2007-01-19T01:34:00.000+08:00

im so addicted to online shopping.
rah.
ive been telling myself not to online shop anymore.

but its useless!
its been some time since i went into LJ.
bah.
but i was too bored just now.
so i decided to went in and take a look.
ta-dah.
shopping again.
shyness.
when im alrdy so broke.

so in a desperate attempt to save money and shun bian lose weight,
ive decided to be hardcore and extreme.
im gonna bring 2bucks a day to school only.
max maybe 5bucks, for long days.
like tues where ive got jap and it ends at 8.
fierce.
im not kidding.
reallllllllly.
so if you want to rob me,
better diminish your evil thoughts right now this instant.
cause im gonna be a poor girl starting nxt week.
no,
im poor right now.

and im gonna save the rest of the money up.
for shopping and whatever purposes.

help me.
whaha.

and steph needs to save money tooo
=x

im mad,
but,

sayonara again:)

lotsa loves!

2007-01-19T00:29:00.000+08:00

and the funny thing is that in reality,
that often happens,
not with the written word,
bu the spoken word as well.

how many times have u quarrelled with your friends or your folks and not be able to find the right words to make up with them?

or tried to comfort a friend and not been able to find the right words to make things better?

or,
in the worst case scenario,
you are furious,
and have all the right words to say,
but whoever youre talking to or quarrelling with just doesnt seem to be listening?

what do you do when that happens?

1. just keep talking until whoever youre talking to starts listening.
2. walk away.
3. stop, and listen to whatever the other person is saying, and try to answer their questions.

me?
i dont really know what i will do.

what about you?
what will you do?

sayonara.

2007-01-18T11:37:00.002+08:00

akfjioadzfjioas

dsajhfjadfusdkfjsd

asudiuas!

rah.

im late for proj today.

was supposed to meet at 11.

reached at 1120.

fierce.

she angry just nowwwwwwww.

ah!

SORRRRRRY!

JY ALSO LATE. WHAH.

lesson learnt.

dont be late,

when doing projs.

whaha.

learning a lesson is one thing,

putting it into action is another thing.

hahaha.

tiomehzzz.

waolau.

today open house.

np is nice.

no open house,

np like so zzzz.

so UNFAIR!

whahahah.

go and do proj liao.

bye steph

and duibuqi.

sorry i dont know how to type sorry in indo.

hahah

not funny.

bye:)

2007-01-18T11:37:00.001+08:00

akfjioadzfjioas

dsajhfjadfusdkfjsd

asudiuas!

rah.

im late for proj today.

was supposed to meet at 11.

reached at 1120.

fierce.

she angry just nowwwwwwww.

ah!

SORRRRRRY!

JY ALSO LATE. WHAH.

lesson learnt.

dont be late,

when doing projs.

whaha.

learning a lesson is one thing,

putting it into action is another thing.

hahaha.

tiomehzzz.

waolau.

today open house.

np is nice.

no open house,

np like so zzzz.

so UNFAIR!

whahahah.

go and do proj liao.

bye steph

and duibuqi.

sorry i dont know how to type sorry in indo.

hahah

not funny.

bye:)

2007-01-18T02:19:00.000+08:00

tooo tired alrdy.

was researching on bhopal just now.

rah.

sleeply headed.

before i forget,

wanna wish molliexzx good luck for the speechcraft:)

went to study with steph today.

and our tops clashed =x

biennale shirt.

accomplished quite abit.

watched one last dance.

not bad.

quite confusing i guess.

cant really understand much,

need steph to explain to me.

haa.

damn emoz in the morning while i was studying at macs.

aiya how to say.

steph knows la.

she caught me glancing across at them for like 394358374million times.

cus i saw this couple ah..

the girl is soo..

and the guy is so...

you know la.

then i look at myself,

emoz liao.

dont elaborate.

later u say i mean :x

tell u nxt time.

anyways,

okayz.

and we went song and song AGAIN.

gah.

went home.

shit.

i just realised that my mol stopped at chap4 onlyz.

when the teacher taught until chap 8 now.

and i bet steph must be at there alrdy.

100marks leh.

hahaha

sadness.

sunday will be maths2 and mol (not refering to my SKINNY friend mol hor) day.

hardcore.

i cant take it myself too.

and we've still got the ever sensitive issuse of unfairness

and combined with thermo big project coming up.

damn.

super pissed when im reminded of him laaaaaa.

fy. !!!!~

still rmb the crossed hand sign that bae yong did to adrian secretly?

wahaa.

fierce.

tell u guys one dumb thing.

i slept super late on monday night cus i was studying for ipc.

maybe at about 3plus?

got test on tues.

and lessons starts at 8 on tues.

so my mum and dad will fetch me to sch on tues.

then my mum woke me up at 6.30.

wah i tell you,

i really cldnt wake up.

then i lied to my mama,

mummy my teacher say lecture cancelled. so today school starts at 9.

just to sleep for another extra hr! *shy*

but,

after lying i felt so bad that shortly after 5mins i went back to slp,

i got up and said to her again,

err mummy i rmb wrong alrdy. lecture not cancelled.

and they drived me to school

and i reached at seven thar-tee (nora's style),

instead of the usual 8.30am.

so much for honesty.

ROAR.

thats about it.

and qian and me will be the first pair to speak for the speaking testo for jap.

thanks to yiqian who went to pick the chopsticks.

and jyuu san san jieying also the first one.

really sha sha fen bu qing chu now.

qiaoling zhai gao gui.

HAAAAAAAAAAAAA.

so tired.

still ying ying want to blog.

madzxz

but very happy eh.

WHAHHA.

ONE STEP CLOSER.

:):D:):D

got to go and slpp,

sayonara

:0)

RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

jy's style.

2007-01-16T02:50:00.000+08:00

i took a short nap of about 2hrs when i got home.

but im still tired now.

i took a shower and washed my hair again just now.

but im still sleepy.

i drank coffeee.

but im sleepy still.

why do i feel so lethargic today?

must be all those conflicts,

that are slowly draining all of my energy and concentration.

so pek chek la.

all because of mr unfair.

thats really making everyone unhappy and unfair.!!

no choice.

take it as a lesson learnt then.

today started out as a good day in the morningzzzz.

whahah.i took 52.

and saw...thanks to yiqian. :) lty.

cause..

wah.

HAHA.

too man alrdy.

whooo.

and hahaha.

thanks steph for trying to pek me ah.

like finally i added.:)

whahah.

sianzxz.

i scared yiqian's bro angry with me. =x

took a lil bit longer to return.

bah.

but anyways,

wanna thank him too.

but i doubt he will see this.

but its the thought that matters.

haha.

AND,congrats to celine's shop!:):)

sorry i cant make it tml.

ive got jap classs.

so sorry xian.

ipc is really hardcore.

i haven finished studying.

but thats okay.

i haven finish doing iac.

later bae yong jun meh me.

but thats okay.

i haven started jap hmwk and spelling.

but thats okay.

i didnt do much on bhopal,

when the strong iron lady of np, jyu san san jieying,

hardcored and did lots of stuff.

but thats okay.

i have no idea what thermo is going on about right now,

even though i got 69,

i believed it was just luck.

but thats okay.

i didnt went for the prawning event for charity.

but thats okay.

i said i would stay at home and study

but i ended up going out with my family on a sunday noon.

but thats okay.

i went to ms chang's funeral,

and i hope she's doing well up there :)

and even though i dont feel so emoz,

like qihui does,

but thats okay.

so now,

i dont even know whats not okay.

i guess i will work things out somehow.

and i have to mention that i went to eat crystal jade dimsum breakfast cum lunch with mich and qian.
cus if i dont mentionlater drift apart.
hahahah.

but im generally a happy girl today.

have to look on the bright side what.

if not i think i will emoz everyday and end up slashing my wrist or injecting subutex or comtemplating suicide every now and then.

thats too emoz.

and dont emoz mol :)

we all lurbes you.

jellyshoes.

whaaha.

yada yada,

i cant take it anymore too.

sayonara :)

have to sleep.

lots of loves.

2007-01-15T22:42:00.000+08:00

okay.
im going make that fatal click.
good luck.
i hope things change for the better.
whahaha.

2007-01-15T01:15:00.000+08:00

hahah
just now i saw the show zhong yi da ge da.
den there was this random person who imitated BAE YONG JUN.
damn real.

and i kept laughing la!!
cus i tot of my class's bae yong jun!
=x

and he i talked on the phone with him just now....
hmmm..
he said...
he tried very hard to contact me.
cus i dont pick up my phone.
and he said....

ASK ME TO DO IAC.
BAH.
TOTAL LOWNESS.
but i expected it la.
he call me sure iac stuff.
please summarise your part ah.
dont too wordy.
see what u can do to beautify the slides.
blah blah blah.
but he's kind
:)

BUT BAE YONG JUN LEH.
jealous eh.

hahahah.
short entry today.

will update more nxt time.

lurbes :)

2007-01-12T02:11:00.000+08:00

ohmygod.
its 2.12am now.
zz.

im so tired.
but i still want to blog about what happened. :)

reached home at about 10plus,
and i went to bathe.

after bathing i was intending to sleep alrdy,
but my goondu brother had to ask me to help him to do his project or whatever shitz,
because he said he was super tired from a whole day of training in npcc and he begged me.
so being the kind sister,
i gong gong and agreed to help him.

which is the reason why i ended up still onlining so late and still not sleep yet.

and ive got to write a parental letter on behalf of my parents to the school to tell them why my sister missed school today.
she didnt went school because she sprained her ankle.
=x
which i haven done yet.

so happy new year to me.

but its okay.
cause im in a really good mood.
whahah.
cant wait for open house.
and tending the np anglers booth.
hmmm.
hahaha.
you know why.
you like right.

whahha.
was talking to freda hua just now.
ohmygod.
she was really funny.
and we really zi-high to the max.
we spoke about lots of lame stuff,
mainly about hotties from db where we're going to do our tending of stall at,
because the dragon boat cca booth is just BESIDE np anglers booth!
ohhhh lala.

okay i cant wait to make ice cream from liquid nitrogen too! :)
so fun!

and i cant wait to start our bhopal proj cus i know it will be fun with the 4 of us working tgt again! :D
even though it will be stress, but im sure our end product will turn out pretty decent again, after nights and nights of staying late at mols house and consuming thousands of calories from the super yummy french toast that nora (NOT LAURA) makes.
hhaha.
happy happy.
thanks to the tears and the persuation.
haha
i didnt do anything much because kunju kunju hates me.
damn:(

yayayyaya.
and the class dinner with mr chong was pretty fantastic too! :D
really.
and i felt a lil bad making him to bear some of the cost for us.
thats so hurtz.
but since he got promoted by a lil,
i guess its not so bad after all. :)

we really gorged ourselves,
i bet we've also consumed maybe 468658643 calories in just that one and a half hour,
where we ate meat that were either too chao da or too raw,
but we ate it anyways.
where we stuffed urselves until we really felt like it was the maximum that we can take, but still continuing to stuff ourselves.
where there was absolutely no shuai ges there.
where we joked alot and sang lots of hokkien songs.
where we tried to be a lil mean to the very mean man sitiing beside me,
commenting about how the food sucks, how the food is lack of TEXTURE, how was the food cooked, how the food had too much carbs in the crust, and how he commented on my description of cooked beef, and who bought those lego erasers.
i mean that was kind of mean la.
mr chong was so kind to bear a part of the cost,
and ppl are still complaining away.
:(
and so what is your friend is supposedly mr lee hsien loong's right hand man, who knows his schedule and every move?
bah!

even jon who is the super rich man didnt even complained a single bit i guess.
and speaking of which,
he flew to japan.
i bet he is on the air plane now.
so i guess i should wish him a safe journey.
and japan is also a country that i really wanted to go.
ahahha.
:)
wonder if he can see sakuras there!
whoo!

steph and jy left earlier.
and mol and me decided to stayed a lil while more.
and we had fun with bae yong jun and gang!
hahah!
so funnnny.
hi sir,
u want coffee tea or me
or u want pork chop, chicken chop, or nanyang styled fried rice?
or you want special service?
hahah.
dont wanna elaborate anymore.
LOL.

then mol and me headed for home.
was too fulll.
and we acted pregnant.
talked nonsense.
haha :)

and encountered smth very disgusting okay!!
mol and me were walking to the mrt station
and she saw a man staring at my..
WHAT THE HELL.
i'll call all my buddies to beat him upside now.
buddies,
chiong ah!
irritating.

and oh my god also.
i saw mr internet friend that ive known for almost 4years now,
and we're kind of still in contact,
sometimes sending good night msgs, and saying happy new year, merry xmas that kind of thing.
thats it. nth more than that.
but i do cherish the fact that ive known him for so long even though we are not close and we've never meet before,
but i guess he saw my pics before bcus ive got his friendster and he's got my friendster.
and he stays really near me too.
so we'd sometimes bump into each other ard my house.
and he is in np!
i knew it long ago la. sometimes i do see him ard,
but i usually act as if i dont know him la.
hahha.
but today,
today i saw him like 2times!
like 2times in a day!
how cool is that.
i mean i dont even get to see a random stranger 2times a day.
haha.
and face to face somemore.
oh my god.
i guess im pretty sure that he recognises me as well,
even though i told him that i was in nyp.
HAHAH.
shy what. what if i see him in np. what should i say!
i caught him looking at me,
cause i was loooking at him too.
which was damn paiseh la.
shit.
now he knows.

but nvm.

theres a possibility that he dont know.
im thinking too much.
haha.

and if youre thinking that he is those kind of nerd ah toots of internet friend,
i guess youre wrong.
not that im trying haolian that ive got a not bad looking internet friend la,
but he really looks not bad:)

NGOI!
haha.

the trip to blk 49 steam power plant was fun:)
but a lil bit lame la.
hahah.

anyways,
guess thats about it.
its a long entry.
i guess its bcus im in quite a good mood now.
whahahah.

i know i should change my blogskin soon and add a new tagboard.
im sorry.
i know i know i know.

and theres class tea party tml with the director.
how cool.

so many class activities at one go.
hahah.

yada yada yada.
sayonara!
WITH LOTS OF LOVE TOO.
:D

2007-01-11T12:42:00.000+08:00

yoyoyo.

aww.
im so seriously bored and deprived of entertainment now.
hurtz.
steph is surfing net.
mol is surfing net.
jy is suring net.
even jon is also surfing net!

they've got websites to look.
but ive got no interesting webs to look at!
ahh.
ive got lil blogs for me blog hop.
thats so sad.

hahaha.
okay too lame.
being emoz at nothing.

and i think kunju kunju hates me!
oh my god.
i should have said sorry to him la.
who asked me to be stubborn.
hahah.
i really dont know what i was thinking at that point of time.
i guess i am just not normal.
lol.

and he picked on me today :(
okay maybe i deserved to be picked.
zz.

but anyways,
JY DONT BE EMOZ K!

:):):)

so happy.
we're in the same ipc group now!
the power of tears.
yay.
:)

kunju kunju is so weak.
HAHA.

but actually he quite nice la.
not bad.

and our topic is BOPHAL.
when i first heard it,
i was thinking, what the hell is that?

let me tell you,
its a chemical leack incident that happened in india in 1984,
which caused a lot of damage to both the state and the ppl living there,
so ya.
its a big thing.

and!
if you know any indians who are from bhopal,
tell me k.
:)

blogging is such a great way to kill of time,
when my friends are so busy.
alll because of min swee swee.
she cancelled off one hour of her tha-moh lect.

and today mol and me clashed again.
ahha.
shuo chao chao,
chao chao jiu dao.
it was like,
the moment we said him,
and he was just walking right in front of us!
awww.

and i took 52 today.
WHAHAH.
woke up earlier.

hahha.
:)

and tell u guys smth,
dont get too high okay!

THERES A BAE YONG JUN IN MY CLASS!
hahaha.

no la.
my classmate is called yong jun,
so we call him bae yong jun.

okay lame.

whahaha. its time to go for lecture.
so,
sayonara!
:):)

cant wait for seoul garden later!
we've been starving ourselves for 542376544days.
waiting for this!

LOL.
JOKING LA.

BYEYBYEBYE.
LOTS OF LOVES.
:)

2007-01-10T11:55:00.000+08:00

okay.
and good luck to yiqian's cats too.
TABEMONO.

sayonara.

2007-01-10T10:39:00.000+08:00

goood luck to all those presenting comt today.

bah.

doing my iac,

and appearing offline in msn now.

haha no link.

so bored.

okay back to doing iac,

but ytd i saw your best friend while i was walking down to meet qian.

wah high.

anyways,

bye=)

2007-01-08T21:44:00.000+08:00

i took off the tagboard alrdy.
because its so damn irritating.
its like whenever i want to tag,
my internet explorer will auto close off or smth.
and this is not just the case with my laptop.
i have the same problem too when i use my desktop to tag.
so i guess its byebye time.
i'll try to find another nice and workable tagboard asap
and in the mean time,
plesae bear with it lo.
oxl's style.

haha.

i should be doing my work instead of blogging.
i should be feeling emoz instead of blogging.

but the shopping trip with jiejie just now left me feeling so high.
haa.
if ure wondering who is jie jie,
its your best friend,
molzxzxz.
tell u why nxt time.
HAHA.

bought lots of stuff.
omg.
and i when reached home,
and checked my mail,
i realised tat there is a prawning event for the kids who are less fortunate.
ahhhhhhh.
:(
im so torned between going to the event and not.
ive spent so much money and i guess i dont even have 35bucks left,
and i am too shy to always ask my daddy mummy for moneyz.
but i really pity the kids and
i want to go.
but then,
money is really another matter.
ive spent so much that whenever i see my bank account balance i feel emoz.
maybe the news ytd was more heartbreaking.
but whatever.
back to the topic.
and i guess it will be reallllllllly fun if i go,
bcus i get to interact with the kids.
and i really love to.
ive brought kids from orphanage to sentosa before and it was really enjoyable.
ahhhhhhhhh.

i dont know. :(

and i was so emozxzx todayyy.
and ytd night.
ahhhhhh.
really.
dont wanna say what happened but i got to know the ugly truth.
okay not exactly ugly.
but..
sadness.
and thanks esther and steph who told me about it.

but,
i guess its just an infatuation only,
so i will probably get over it very fast.

hurtz.
was thinking maybe if i made a first move earlier maybe,
things wont be like today.
haha impossible.
mad.

and i dont care about having a boyfriend anymore.
okay maybe not.

i dont know.

im so tired.
but i love today.
and tomorrow
and yesterday
and everyday.

opps.
im supposed to be emoz.

so i hate everydayzxz.
maybe i shall just cut myself and leave myself to bleed to death.
or go and scold an ah beng and wait for him to call his brothers to come and hack me into 53298234 million pieces.
thats coolz.
and speaking of which,
i saw one of the actors in 15 ytd at j8 with qian.
coolness.
okay,
not funny.

bye guys.

2007-01-07T13:29:00.000+08:00

now even more sadness.
jy not same day as us for ipc.
:(:(

kill kunju kunju.

2007-01-07T13:01:00.000+08:00

ytd i went fishing with qian steph freda.
it was fun.
:)
maybe except the weather.

and ive got to thank pohchuan,
for give me a ride on the double bike.
thats very nice of him. :)

and raihan too.
cus he lent me his tackle.
very kind too. :)

all are kind men.
:)

okay its a short entry.
very tired.
still got work to do.
and school is starting tml.
really dont feel like going to school.
so im feeling super low now.
and i dont have am.
adds to the lowness.
hurtz.

bye anyways :)

2007-01-06T00:41:00.000+08:00

MINASAN,
KONBANWA=)

omg.
im so scared.
im going fishing at ubin tml.
awww.
:(

its like..
i dont know la.
but i feel so pang huang.
and yiqian says,
if i feel ph i cant talk to her.
bah.

bcus..
i dont know how to.....
:(
dont say it out.
i shy.
so old alrdy,
still dont know.
dumb dumb.

and then,
after sch i went to meet yiqian.
we went to get some stuff.
and we saw michh and eeling!:)
so we talked abit.

and eeling was very funny okay.
so i told her about my prob lah.
and then,
wah.
the advice she gave was super hilarious.

she said,
i better wear sports shoes tml.
so in case if they dont want to give me a ride right,
i can run there myself.

omg. so funny.
i think its quite funny la.
hahah.

hurtz

mich and eeling also same as me.
haha.
so i like.
they also dont know how to..
haa.

today afternoon was funny too.
we spent 5hours of break tgt.
and we played lots of funny stuff.
khairul was damn suay la.
:)
but i lurbes the fun we shared.
thanks mol jy steph, okay maybe kyle and...
your fave classmate from kary-gu-nee,
bala san=)

and..
the nkf video was very very very funny!
!!! reallllllllly.

and we saw yiwen too:)
and my pri school best friend clarinda. :O)

oh,
and my bro just told me smth today.
i didnt realise that until he told me.
he know this girl right,
since kindergarten,
and guess what,
THEY HAVE BEEN IN THE SAME CLASS SINCE KINDERGARTEN TIL SECONDARY 4.
OMG right.
so that means, they are in the same class consecutively for 13YEARS!
wahhhh.
thats really fated.

i guess my longest is 4years only.
hmm.
let me see.
who are those we've been 4years consecutively same class as me.
cheng cheng.
kenneth yeo. sianxzxz. low. he cant go for fishing.:(
charmaine.
sharon.
qihui.
shiqi.
evelyn.
and
qiaoling.

okay lame entry.

i hope i will be able to survive ubin.
like what steph said,
WHAT IF WE CANT MAKE IT BACK?
OH MY GOD.

cannot be la.

okay bye.
:)

2007-01-04T21:36:00.000+08:00

you guys ah.
:)

school started ytd.
all was wellll.
and my comt presentation went pretty goood.
my topic was on kidney failure.
hahah.

and speaking of which,
i was only reminded by a very very very very very *mr chong's style* scary fact.
omg. rmb we had to deal with E-coli in today's bio mol pract?
and in a few practicals back sometime ago?
omg.
i just realised that e-coli poisoning is one of the causes of kidney failure. wth.
and we had so much contact with the super yuck e-coli!
SHIT.
what if i got kidney failure howwwwwwww?
omg. omg. omg.
hahaha.
i think im thinking way too much.
sianzx.
and i guess its too late for me to realise this fact now,
bcus,
today is like the last biomol practical.
haha, lame.
but anyways,
to you guys out there,
better be careful when u are handling e-coli,
bcus they might cause kidney failure.
hahaha,.
u rather be careful than to have kidney failure as your friend right.
you like right.

new term,
new jokes,
new songs.
:)
had fun today with the aunties.
HAHAHA.
i likeeeeeeeee.

but tio meh-ing mr unfair part was soooo...
ahhahah.
but then,
OHMYGOD.
WE STILL GOT ANOTHER MAJOR PROJ WITH HIM.
WTH.
PEK.
but nvm,
as min swee swee said,
WE MUST KIT KOOL KIT KALM.
hahah. kkkk.
your favourite.

and me and mol's outfit clashed today.
LOL.
we both wore a black top and white shorts.
and watch on the left hand.
and aiya.
hahah we just clashed.
lol. so funny.

and im pretty happy with my test results.
whahah. shyness.
so here are my results :)
ipc - 41/50
thermo - 69/70
biomol - 83/100

and i really didnt expect my thermo to get so high!
realllly.
and i was damn shy lah.

and we can all go to kary-gu-nee to study.
bala's hometown village.
whahahah.
i still rmb his village's name
fierce.
:)

and i was reflecting on my past ytd night.
i was thinking lots of things.

i guess
i was glad that ive got over that himmmm.
really. really really over alrdy! believe me eh.
i was glad that im not hanging out with that cliche anymore,
which is nothing but ultra bad influence and super fattening.
i was glad that i didnt smoke with them when they smoke.
i was glad that i didnt went along fighting with other ppl like mad dawgs.
i was glad that i broke off with kenny.
i was glad that i didnt hang and loiter around with them will the wee hours of the night, doing nothing but meaningless and dumb stuff.
i was glad that i wasnt like anyone of them.
i was glad that they didnt beat me up bcus i didnt hang out with them, anyways, i guess i wasnt that impt really. but then, as you all know, miss blackcat is such a mean girl. soo..
i was glad that im not in contact with any of them right now,
okay maybe except gilbertsan. hahaha.
and i guess i was glad for many other things as well,
but i kind of forgot everything that i wanted to say alrdy.
zz.

but then,
i guess,
that period was really the darkest moments of my time.
i really really dislike it.
so,
im glad that im living my life the way i want to right now=)

and i guess,

im ready for a new beginning.
okay im ready long ago. HAHAHAH.
and im ready for a new relationship tooo. :)

and side tracking abit,
let me tell u smth super funny.
okay maybe it will only be funny to those who knows samuel tan.

so here it goes,

yiqian told me that,
she saw samuel tan quite sometime ago.
and samuel tan was wearing 4love class tee shirt.
so that guy must be sammuel tan.
if not, i guess there isnt any other sammuel tan who owns that shirt and who looks like that sammuel tan that we know.
hahah. okay i hope u get what i am saying.
but anyways,
yiqian,
being the super friendly and ENTHU and cute and pretty girllllllll in the block,
she decided to say HI SAMMUEL to him when she saw him at j8.
hahaha,
and the funny thing happened,
you guys guess what sammel tan replied?
HE SAID,
I AM NOT SAMMUEL TAN,
WHO ARE YOU?

omg.
he is so funnnnnnnnny,
okay plus a dozen of weirdnesssss.
i guess his current school has really got him out of his mind.
wth.
but im not surprised to hear him saying such them,
cus he has always been like that all along.
but i think he is really funnnnnny this time.
lol.
IM NOT SAMMUEL TAN, WHO ARE U.
zz.
so nxt time u better dont say hi to me.
hahahaha.

oh yaaaaaaaaaaa!
and its like i finally received xian's lettttttter!
hhaha.
i looked at the letter right,
the postage stamp was stamped, dated at 20/12/2006.
wth.
i wonder why did it took 13 days for them to deliver my letter.
sadness.
but at least,
i got received.
thanksssssssssss xian! :):):)
lurbe.

OMG. I WANT AMMMMMMMMM.

sammuel sammuel wait for me!

shirong shirong wait for me!

yongyong yongyong wait for me!

noel noel wait for me!

whaha.

all your best friends.

no thanks.

sadnesss.

i asked kenneth yeo to fishing toooooooo.

BUT HE CANT. :(

omg.

so hurtz that he cant.

i bet it will be super fun with him ard =))

he got iac!

AHHHHHHHH.

want to fish him toooooooo.

eh not funny.

and the L joke was funny:)

BYE.
:)

2007-01-02T23:18:00.000+08:00

hurtz.

sianzxz.
ahh.

i go and bathe now.
madness.
but i bathe alrdy.

okay lame entry,

bye
:(

2007-01-01T23:30:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEARRRR.

zzzzzzzzzz.
first day of 2007:)
so heres my first entry of the first day of this year.

some of the resolutions that ive made:
fatten myself up to 100kilos.
get lousy results of 1.0 gpa.
have bad complexion everyday.
bad hair day.
procrastinate more.
dress more lum nua-ly.
shop more, and save less.
eat more.
exercise lesser.
study lesser.
be more disorganised.
be single for the whole of this year.

okay. i guess i will be able to stick to my resolutions this year.
HAHA.
not funny.
since i cant really stick to my resolutions every year,
and surely,
i find myself penning the same resolutions for me to keep the following year.
but with this new list of resolutions,
i guess i will be able to accomplish like 90% of them?
hahaha.

sianzxz.
lame.
not funny.
i guess my real resolutions are pretty much oppsite of what i've typed above.
hahah.
but then,
im sure i guess i would be able to even accomplish like 50% of them?
haha.
but still,
ive got to try. :)

so my friends out there who are reading this entry,
hlp me to stick to my resolutions okay.
hahhahaha.

sianzx.
i think msn got some prob.
i cant sign in.
:(

but its okay.
i wont be defeated by this.
HAHAHA.
im strong.
superwoman geok:)

yah.
okay
byebyebye.

:)

2006-12-31T22:34:00.000+08:00

ADVANCED HAPPY NEW YEAR! :D

pathetic right.
i am staying at home on new year's eve.
doing thermo report somemore:(

but good thing,
yiqian and his brother called me.
so funny!
:)
hahahah.

but its okay.
nxt year will be better.

this is my last post of 2006.
so i'd better make good use of it.
:)

HALL OF FAME:

(in alphabetical order:) )

audrey
amelia
celine
charmaine
chengying
clarinda
esther
freda
huiyuan
kailyn
jieying
laychyi
melissa
michelle
qiaoling
shiqi
siewying
stephanie
sunitha
xianwen
yiqian
yiwen
yongyong

and all my wonderful biennale friends!
ah-zhu
alvin
joanne
kailin
karen
meiting
siting
wanyun

and..
all the kind ppl..
from np anglers:)
from my jap 101 class:)
(reminds me of MARK-U SAN. YOUR FAVE.)
from sri khrishnan:)
from my poly class:)

andd..
those who came into life and i missed out mentioning you.

THANK YOUUUUUUUUU! :):):)

thanks for coming into my life,
thanks for making my day, in one way or another,
thanks for being there for me when i need you guys,
thanks for all the fun,
thanks for al the laughter,
thanks for everything!
:D

hahha.
let me recapp....

best thing that happened to me in 2006: getting to know all the people mentioned above! HAHA:)

wise-est decision ever made in 2006 : quiting sajc and choosing over poly instead. HAHA. i was supposed to stay for the first 3 months, but i left after first 3 weeks. LOL. no offence to the saints out there. hahahaa.

most pang huang-est moment in 2006: my first day of work of biennale! thank god i met joanne:) and i got to know kailin. haa.

happiest moments of 2006: there are so many things that made me happy.
when i first got my pay.
when im out with my good old best friends:) mich&qian.
when im having jap classes with qian.
when im out with all my secondary classmates.
when im out with xian.
when we have our almost weekly shopping trips with my wonderful poly mates:) steph, mol, jy.
just like mol said in her blog, i think i wouldnt be able to tahan poly life if it isnt for the 3 of them :D
when im having cam whoring moments with them.
when im going home with mol and she never fails to lend me her mp3, which i am very thankful for that. haa.
when we are working on our icbe&obc project.
when cheese bob was created.
when laura served us super delicious french toast.
when im able to stay at home and bum around for the whole day.
when im having slim days. HAHA.
when im shopping.
when im rich. whahhahaha.
and so much more!
:)

funniest moments of 2006:
those self created insider jokes and humour that only me, qian and mich can understand.
those first day jokes with jy.
the goggles incident, the ni yao de bu shi wo, zzz
the wang qing san ba wu video clip that me mol jy and steph created.
HAA and the ''gou liao gou liao, bu yao zai da liao, ta bu gan cheng ren'' video clip, and the ''helloween toiliet video clip''.
the trip to waseda with qian san and freda san, and not forgetting those fun what we had during those np anglers event:)
i think if im w/o them, i guess these events wont be fun to me anymore.
insider jokes with my brother.
qiaoling's jokes. =x
and, i almost forgot!
WHEN THAT CRAZY INDIAN NEIGHBOUR OF MINE THAT FARTED IN FRONT OF ME. OMG. (i think that should be classified under unlucky. haha. but then, i think its funny too. super hilarious i tell you. zz)

there are still so much more stuff that i cant rmb right now at this moment,
but i guess life for me is fun everyday when im with my friends! :)
haha.

dumbest moments in 2006: aiya. im very dumb, so there are always dumb moments that happen to me every now and then. okay sian, not funny. haa. but i feel especially dumb when im studying for my thermo and ipc. HAHA.

best shopping trip in 2006: john lil mega sale! :) haa.

most glorious moment of 2006: when i received my olvls results! :)

new found hobbies of 2006: live-journaling. thanks to mol. hahaha.
hmmm. fishing&prawning too :)
working.
sleeping. okay ive always loved to sleep.
shopping. okay ive always loved to shop too. sianzx.

worst thing that ever happened : i guess there's quite alot.
some of them i rather keep it private,
hahaha.
i still rmb when my lousy shoe broke, and i was having so much trouble with it.
when kasim ''visited'' qian and me.
when that pair of father and son came to visit me and qian.

anddd..
i guess i am still feeling sore about that incident.
sianzxz.
i hope this feeling goes away soon.:)

so today is the end of 2006.
i should say im quite happy, generally:)
because,
its the year where i first got a job, and actually started working,
when i first caught a fish,
and a prawn.
HHAA.
its also the year where a new chapter of my life begun,
experiencing poly life,
and making new friends,
and learning a new language.
yup yup.
and so much more.

ive got so much more to say,

i wanna write down my resolutions too!!

awww.
but i guess,
ive got to end my post now,
cus in another 15mins time,
it will be 2007 alrdy.

so i guess i will write it in the nxt post =x

im gonna start thinking of my resolutions tonight, HAHA.
i gotta hurry before its too late.
i wanna make this the last post of 2006!

hahaa.

bye folks.

love ya lots and lots and lots.
:):)

and if you are wondering why this post is in RED,
its becus im dedicating this post to my fave colour of the year,
RED.
ahhhhhhhhh.

actually i also love black,
black makes u slimmer,
but then,
black is tad too boring for my new post,
so..
HAHA.

and the time now is 11.56pm,

not the time that you see in the the blog.

its kind of wrong.

but im lazy to correct it.

yup.

hehe.

anyways,

byebyebye! :)

2006-12-31T01:06:00.000+08:00

IF you get more than 30 you're paranoid.
If you get 10 or less you're fearless.
People who don't have any are dummies
who want people to think they are tough stuff.

I Fear...
[x]the dark - sometimes
[ ]staying single forever
[ ]a parent
[ ]giving birth
[ ]being myself in front of others
[ ]open spaces
[ ]closed spaces
[x]heights
[]black cats
[ ]dogs
[ ]birds - crows .
[ ]fish
[x]spiders, ticks and/or other insects
[ ]driving or being in cars
[ ]flying
[ ]flowers or other plants
[ ]being touched
[ ]fire
[ ]deep water
[ ]the ocean
[x]failure
[ ]success
[ ]thunder/lightning - sumtimes
[ ]my boyfriends/girlfriends dad (if ihave)
[ ]my boyfriends/girlfriends mom (if ihave)
[x]mice/rats
[x]jumping from high places
[ ]snow
[ ]rain
[ ]wind
[ ]crossing hanging bridges
[x]death
[ ]Heaven
[x]being robbed
[ ]cotton balls
[x]cemeteries
[ ]clowns
[ ]large crowds
[ ]men
[ ]women
[x]having great responsibility
[x]doctors, including dentists
[x]tornadoes
[x]hurricanes
[x]diseases
[x]snakes
[x]sharks
[ ]Friday the 13th
[x]poverty
[x]ghosts
[ ]Halloween
[ ]school
[ ]trains or railroads
[ ]odd numbers
[ ]even numbers
[ ]being alone
[x]being blind
[x]being deaf
[ ]growing up
[ ]monsters under my bed
[x]creepy noises in the night
[ ]bee stings
[ ]not accomplishing my dreams/goals
[ ]needles
[ ]blood
[ ]dinosaurs
[ ]the welcome mat

i fear 21 out of 70.
haha.

2006-12-31T00:03:00.000+08:00

hahahah.
i saw yiqian doing the quizes.
make me wanna do them again toooo.

sorrry guys,
if this is boring to you.
i noe i just did like a dozen 2, 3 days ago?

but oh wells,
im kind of bored.
so..

here it goes again.
ahahha
*shy*
take it as a chance to get to know me better.
HAHA.
:)

Your Deadly Sins

Envy: 60%

Sloth: 60%

Greed: 40%

Pride: 20%

Gluttony: 0%

Lust: 0%

Wrath: 0%

Chance You'll Go to Hell: 26%

You will die at the hands of a jealous lover. How ironic.

How Sinful Are You?

You Are 16% Nerdy

You are definitely not nerdy - in fact, you probably don't know any nerds.You probably care a little too much about your image. No one will know if you secretly watch Star Trek reruns!

How Nerdy Are You?

hahaha.
too much of a coincidence.
lol.

What Your Underwear Says About You

It's important that your underwear doesn't offend anyone - in case you get in a car accident.
You're sexy, in that pinup girl, tease sort of way.

The Underwear Oracle

You Have a Phlegmatic Temperament

Mild mannered and laid back, you take life at a slow pace.You are very consistent - both in emotions and actions.You tend to absorb set backs easily. You are cool and collected.
It is difficult to offend you. You can remain composed and unemotional.You are a great friend and lover. You don't demand much of others.While you are quiet, you have a subtle wit that your friends know well.
At your worst, you are lazy and unwilling to work at anything.You often get stuck in a rut, without aspirations or dreams.You can get too dependent on others, setting yourself up for abandonment.

What Temperment Are You?

hahaha.

Your Sloth Quotient: 72%

You're a pretty lazy person, and you relish in your own sloth.While being lazy does feel good, you're missing out on the really good parts of life that take a little work.

How Much Sloth Do You Have?

Your Quirk Factor: 45%

You're a pretty quirky person, but you're just normal enough to hide it.Congratulations - you've fooled other people into thinking you're just like them!

How Quirky Are You?

whahahahah.

You Are 65% Normal

Otherwise known as the normal amount of normalYou're like most people most of the timeBut you've got those quirks that make you endearingYou're unique, yes... but not frighteningly so!

How Normal Are You?

You Are 54% Vain

You're a little vain, but more than anything you have a healthy amount of confidence.Thinking the world of yourself is great. Just don't think less of those who aren't as pretty as you!

How Vain Are You?

You Are 61% Perfectionist

You are a true perfectionist. You are both demanding of yourself and others.While it's great to have goals and standards, they don't need to be sky high!

Are You a Perfectionist?

People Envy Your Compassion

You have a kind heart and an unusual empathy for all living creatures. You tend to absorb others' happiness and pain.People envy your compassion, and more importantly, the connections it helps you build. And compassionate as you are, you feel for them.

What Do People Envy About You?

You Are 42% Selfish

You are quite balanced. You are able to compromise when it's in the best interests of those involved.But you're no pushover. If something is important to you, you'll get it!

How Selfish Are You?

2006-12-30T20:24:00.000+08:00

i saw this on friendster's bulletin.
am kind of bored.
so....
here it goes.
haha

[ ] Gotten a referral.
[ ] Gotten detention.
[x] Gotten your cellphone taken away.
[ ] Gotten suspended.
[x] Chewed gum during class.
TOTAL: 2
[x] Gotten late to a class more than 10times.
[x] Didn't do homework over 5 times.
[ ] Returned at least 5 projects inlate.
[x] Missed school cause you felt likeit.
[x] Skipped class at least 3 times.
TOTAL: 6
[ ] Got your mom/dad etc. to get youout of school.
[x] Texted people during class.
[x] Passed notes.
[x] Threw stuff across the room.
[x] Laughed at the teacher.
TOTAL: 10
[ ] Pulled down the fire alarm.
[x] Went on myspace; xanga; etc on thecomputer in the library
[x] Took pictures during class.
[x] Called someone during class.
[x] Listened to an ipod/cd player/mp3during class.
TOTAL: 14
[] threw something at the teacher
[x] Went outside the classroom withoutpermission.
[x] Broke the dress code.
[x] Failed a class.
[x] Ate food during class.
TOTAL: 18
[ ] Gotten a call home
[ ] Couldn't go on a field trip causeyou behaved bad
[x] Didn't take your stuff to school
[ ] gotten a referral and ripped it up
[ ] used passes from other days/ Ormade fake pass
[ ] said a cuss word during class loudenough so the teacher could hear
TOTAL: 19

add up your score and times it by 4.

76% hated by Teachers

2006-12-30T17:16:00.001+08:00

zzz.

feeling emoz.
because of so many things.

and new year is coming.
school is reopening.

sianzxzx.
but i met yiqian up today.

we went crystal jade for breakfast.

omg.

sinful indulgence.

but i like.

and we went to the amk's new shopping centre.

the new ntuc hype market.

its super big i tell you.

they sell lots of things.

from electrical appliances to clothes and even shoes and makeup.

smth like carrefour.

and of course,

u can also do your grocery shopping there.

if not i dont teach you level 4!

i want am!

haa.

madness.

and cheer up steph=)

oh and something else.

ahh.

okay in case you dont know or never realise that at all,

ive got 5 ear holes altogether.

3 on the left.

and 2 on the right.

but then,

sometime ago,

my earstick dropped out of my 3rd ear hole somehow.

but i just realised that today.

when i try to squeeze another new ear stick in,

it was so super painful.

so i guess,

im giving up and

im letting that hole close by itself.

zz.

cus i dont really put ear rings on the 3rd hole.

i only put ear rings on the first holes?

so the 3rd one is kind of useless.

might as well close it.

it gives me nothing but pain,

and sometimes,

pus.

HAHHA.

so lame right,

okay.
bye.
lurbes.
take care everyone.

:)

unfair?
why not you teach me how to judge between whats fair and whats not.

2006-12-29T01:30:00.000+08:00

so pissed.

B-Y-E

2006-12-28T00:55:00.000+08:00

im too bored.
so i did some quizzzesss.
bahh.
took from your bestie.
insider's joke.
sorry.

but here's a chance for you to get to know me better.
whhahaha.
although its not totally true.
okay
whatever.

You Are Low Maintenance

Otherwise known as "too good to be true"You're one laid back chica - and men love that!Just remember that no good guy likes a dormat.So if you find your self going along to get along...Stop yourself and put up a little bit of a fight.

Are You High Maintenance?

this reminds me of something.
i haven plucked my brows for a long time.
hahahaa.

You Are 44% Independent

Overall, you're a pretty independent woman. You don't follow trends just to fit in.You've got your own cool thing going on, though you sometimes still care too much about what other's think.

How Independent Are You?

You Don't Have a Boyfriend Because You are Too Shy

When a guy gets to know you, he finds a great catchProblem is... you're too shy for most guys to get to know.From meeting someone to dating, you usually have your guard up.And while you're just holding back, it makes you seem like you've got something to hide.

Why Don't You Have a Boyfriend?

You Should Date A Japanese Guy!

You're an interesting blend of traditonal and modernAnd a Japanese guy is likely to be on your wavelengthMaybe you'll show your love by dying your hair the same colorOr get married in a traditional white kimono!

Which Foreign Guy Should You Date?

pek.
speaking of kimono tops agian,
i was online shopping ytd again,
thanks to mol's influences.
hahahha.
and i saw this very nice kimono top!
mol,
you rmb the top that we saw at far east?
when i asked you whether is it cheaper to get it at the shop or i can find the same piece of a FRACTION of the price?
*diva on a dime's style*
haha. but anyway,
i saw this similar top on LJ,
and it was 14bucks only!
of cus i emailed the person immediately,
but,
someone beat me to it.
awww.
damn sad.
maybe i should beat that person up.
haha.
no link.
=x

You are a City Girl!

Whether you live in the city or not, you've got the heart of a city girl.You're up on the latest trends - what's hot in music, food, and fashion.And you love to be on the go. Your perfect day is filled with tons of fun.Your perfect guy is a city guy, so head to LA, NYC, Sydney, or London to find him!

What Kind of Girl Are You?

Your Spicy Score: Medium

You are hot enough to make a lasting impression, but you strike a balance.You know when you're being too fiery, and you also know when to bump up the temperature.Naughty and clever. Sexy yet down to earth. You know how to work both sides of your personality.Men find you hot yet approachable - the perfect combination!

How Spicy Are You?

You Were Nice This Year

You Were 40% Naughty, 60% Nice
Okay, so you weren't *entirely* nice this yearBut Santa doesn't expect a modern girl to be perfectYou were good enough - and you'll be rewarded for it

How Naughty (Or Nice) Were You This Year?

Your Inner Retro Girl Is

1980s Goth Girl

What Retro Girl Are You?

wth.
this quiz is so lame.
they only asked me whats my name.
and so i typed goh shang geok.
and they say i am a goth girl.
hahahaha.
fierce.

You are Sneakers!

You're an active girl, who's all about functionYou dress for the occasion - comfort comes firstYour perfect guy? Someone who can keep up with you.You'll find him - but you might have to slow down to see him!

What Kind of Shoe Are You?

but i hardly wear sneakers.
zz

Your Lucky Love Color is Black

When someone gets to know you, they still make feel a bit intimidated by you.You are alluring and sexy, but you have a dark, dangerous side that you don't hide.And just like your color suggests, you are sophisticated and wise - especially when it comes to men.Your heart is hard to win over. You don't fall in love easily... or often.

All About Your Lucky Love Color

hmm.
thats abit offf.
the quiz only asked me what colour i would wear to a first date.
so i said black.
because
black makes u look slimmer.
hahaha

Your Ideal Hairstyle:

Sexy Waves

What Hairstyle Is Right For You?

hmmm.
kind of look like my current hairstyle.
hahaa.

You Are Probably Not Pregnant

It seems like you're in the clear, but you should really take a test to be sure.

Are You Pregnant?

hahahaaha

You've Been Bit By the Shopping Bug!

You're constantly adding to your wardrobe - and it showsHowever, you can show some restraint. You love good deals.Your love of the clearance rack has paid off...You probably have only maxed out card or two, if at all!

Are You a Shopaholic?

Your Glamour Icon Is

Those who look for beauty, find it.

What Glamour Icon Best Represents You?

Your Toes Should Be Blue

You're a little out there, but that means you take guys to a place that's out of this world!
Your ideal guy: Zany, hilarious, and totally unpredictable.
Stay away from: Anyone who has to get up for work in the morning

What Color Should Your Toenails Be?

You Are a Flashy Red Bra!

Outgoing, friendly, and fascinating.You're a charmer, with your pick of the men.But you want a man who's as magnetic as you are.You need someone who can keep up with your all night gab fests!

What Kind of Bra Are You?

whahahhahaa.

too much quizes today.
but dont worry.
i wont be doing this very often.

sorry if it is too boring.
hahaha

sianzxzx.
bala flew to india.
WHAHHAHA.
yongjun told me.
i am not joking okay!
haa.
bahhh.
because of him we cant meet out to do our comt proj.
have to meet during new year perhaps?
ahhhhhhh.
him and his pre marital sex.
hahahahha.
sorry insider's joke again.

okay bye.
see you guys soon
:D

2006-12-26T22:39:00.000+08:00

went back to school today to do the mural thingy with steph and khairul.

i like.

very fun:)

2006-12-25T23:46:00.000+08:00

hohoho!

i went to town with yiqian san today.
i like.
=)

thanks qian!

whooo.
she spent alot.
alot more, compared to my expenditure today.
hahaha.

sianzxz.
do you know that i got this black cardigan?
the half one?
ahh.
my grandma also accidentally bleached it,
and now its stained.
along with the zara cardigan and a new pepperplus polka dotted shirt of mine that i have worn only once, and i absolutely love it alot.
ahhhhhhh.
but its okay la.
she is my grandma.
i cant say anything.
i rather spend more money to buy new ones again,
than to blame my grandma and make her feel so guilty.

yahhhh.
but im still emoz lah.
nvm.

hahaa.
okay off to watch goong!
im catching uppppppp=)

i see my friend ai mei,
now
I ALSO WANT TO AIMEI!
hahaha.

bahhh.

bye
(:

oh yah.
mich told me that my tagboard is not working properly.
she encountered problems while tagging.
i guess i will just remove it first,
and put a new one up soon.

sooooorry folks.
bye.
i love you all.
muack.
*shy*

2006-12-25T00:13:00.000+08:00

HOHOHO
MERRY CHRISTMAS! :D

sianzxzx.
today's christmas but i was spending the last few hours of christmas eve doing my comt project.
bahhhhh.
cus yongjun says he wants it by 24dec.
so what to do?
hahaha.
being a good and responsible group member like me,
i guess its better to submit my work to him on time so he can compile.
hahaha
=)

okay,
thats it for school work.

now for the happy part:

thanks steph for the lovely necklace!
i lurbe itttt:D

my mum got me 2 bottles of body shop perfume!
awww. so niceee.
i likeeee:D

and thanks to mich and yuan!
for the christmas cards!
i like tooo:D

yay.

and i was so shocked when i checked my email just now.
guess who wrote me a testimonial?
whahhaha.
you'll never guess it laa.
hahaha

okay i tell you.

gilbert.

zzz.
nothing special.
but its funny to receive a testi from him cus its like the first testimonial he wrote for me ever since i known him from sec 1.

ya. thats all.

so i guesss im quite happy, except for the fact that im feeling super bloated noww.
you know right.
hahaha.

OH YAH.
i almost forgot.
thanks jieying for the stuff that you bought me from taiwan!
=D
lurbe it nehx.

yada yada yada.

going off to watch you chube now.

ahhh.
my target for this holiday is to watch finish:
1. goong
2. gangster 15
3. tsubasa.

wah i must really finish watching it.
if not ahhhh,
later you guys laugh at me again.
esp mollllie.
shy.
lurbe hurtz.

but i guess i am really able to appreciate flims of diverse content.
hahaha.
from korean idol drama to gangster violence movie to anime.
fierce.

signing off abruptly,

byebyebye.
love you all:))

2006-12-23T01:55:00.000+08:00

oh ya.
i forgot to add.
today is DONG ZHI.
so happppy dong zhi everyoneeeeeee! =D

its the day whereby you get to eat really oishii tangyuans.
hahah.
and the tangyuans my grandma make are so super yummmy!
i like.
:D

have you eaten your tangyuans?
hahaaa.

2006-12-23T01:22:00.000+08:00

YOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.

like finally,
im doing smth to my blog.
hahha.
changed the skin.
christmas feel.
i like.
you like right?

IM BACK FROM GENTINGGGGGGGGG. (obviously)

the trip was not bad.
lucky i came back earlier.
if not i guess i will be stucked at genting,
because of the heavy rain in msia,
some of the buses' journeys are cancelled.
yup.
=)

went out with my best friends mich&qian a few days ago.=)
ate sakae.
i like.
but we gorged ourselves too much,
we almost end up puking.
hahaha.

sianz.
im so broke this christmas.
but i bet i will have a fun time tml with all my friends! =)
esp miie jiemuiis.
HAHAHAHA.
yay. jy is back from taiwan.
steph is back from chalet.
mol is back frommmm...
ermm..
her bf's house?
haha=x
haven been seeing them for quite a long time.
hahahah.
yay =))

im quite loaded with work this holidays.
i still got my IAC and comt presentation,
which i have to do my part and hand it up to yongjun by 24dec.
sianzxzx.
who does homework during christmas!
so heck!
im gonna do it after i get back from the lunch tml.
yay. =)

anyways,
an early happy christmas folks!
=D

2006-12-08T23:33:00.000+08:00

you guys.
hurhur.

haha i know i am supposed to study now.
i know i am seriously lagging behind.
esp thermo.
its like other ppl have studied til chap5 and i am at chap 2.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

but aiye.
have to say smth here.

sorry steph.
im not a good lab partner.
i will try my best to be better next time.
its my fault though.
im just too careless.
and thanks for the graph:)

*shy*
emozxzx.

okay speaking of labbbb.
let me tell you this funny incident that happened when i was sec4.
hahaha.
chengying was my chem lab partner last time,
due to our similar surname, GOH.
haa.

one day,
i still rmb,
we were doing this practical.
to test for the presence of idodide ions i think.
so yellow precipitate will be present if the results are positive.
and we are required to warm the mixture gently i think.
so i was heating the mixture over the bunsern burner,
and at the same time i was talking and fooling ard with chengying.

suddenly,
the whole test tube exploded!
with all the yellow mixture splattered everywhere.
zzz.
i held the test tube over the flame for too long.
i was supposed to warm it only,
instead i boiled it.
hahaha.

but i really enjoyed those times with my cheng cheng.
hahha.
sometimes we'll make fun of each other.
sometimes we'll talk and talk and talk like theres no tml.
sometimes we'll be mad at each other for days -due to some misunderstandings that seem so minor-
sometimes we'll not talk to each other during practicals because we're still mad at each other for dunno wth reasons and i will feel so weird not talking to her.
sometimes i'll laugh at her curly worly hair.
sometimes she'll laugh at me for i dunno what reasons.

whatever it is,
but i miss her:)

hahahaha.
my chem lover.

okay.

now ive got biomol cum ipc lover.
steph. =x
hhahaha.
i hope i wont cause another test tube to explode or whatsoever.
later i tio meh.
opps.
hahahaha:)

okay i realised i haven been talking much abt my life recently.
so heres an overview of what ive done:)

ive met up with my good old best friends qian&mich. :)
lurbe.

ive gone out like twice or thrice with da jie, er jie, xiao mei and QIAOLING, for shopping trips, for er jie's bday celebration. :)
lurbe.

i went to my 4peace class gathering.

ive choosen my IS modules that i want to take next year :
1. german
2. social psychology
3. business etiquettes
4. insights into china.
HAHAHAHA.

ive survived thru my 2min speech which i was so scared of. dont ask me why. but i got a B. so i guess its not bad.

AND CONGRATS TO MOLLLL:)
one of the finalists in the speechcraft competition.
yay. so proud of you.

ive started mugging for my coming common test.

i went for facial. *shy*

we have new insider phrases, like ''yong yong yong yong'' and CHIKUBI.
ookii chikubi o tabe masu.

and ive not forgetten you wongxianwen. :)
and all my other friendddddddddssssss:D yuan aud char cy celine and so onnnnnnnnn.

ahhh.
and i wont be uploading any more pics for the time being.
cus my phone is spoiled now.
so i cant take much pics.
and i am quite lazy anyway.
im currently using nokia 2100 now *shy*
:)

christmassss is coming.
yayyyyy.
so looking forwardddddddd to that day.
:):)

and cant wait to go genting!
im going genting from 16 to 18 dec.
:)

"HURH! im from DB. I MUST SUPPORT NUM. ahhhhhh. the shirt with the stripe is so cooool'' *in my man-est tone*
nanananna.
hahaha.

okay i shall stop here now.
bye everyone.
bye chikubi san.
ookii desu ka?
or chisai?
:)

happy mugging! :)

2006-12-03T23:58:00.000+08:00

omg its 11.58pm.
im so late.
i hope its still before 12am when i publish this post,
cus im gonna dedicate this post to steph,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
:D:D

yup.
shall be fast.
shall update more abt my life nxt time.
sorrysssssssssssss.
zz
bye lurbes:)

2006-12-01T00:24:00.000+08:00

went out with steph mol and ying today.
yup.
lurbes.
:)

the jub-ing har is very hot you guys.
better dont touch it.
''if you want very details now, i cant give you the infor-mah-tion, i check with the course manger and you guys later''
centimetre jube.
you guys,
take out your press-aare table now
and check what is the Hg and Hf and U1, U2.
okay so what is the dryness fraction you guys.
give me the formulaaa.
what is the presshare at da moun-tan.
so you guys need to JUBE the answer to get the press-aare.
centimetre jube.
and jubing.

lets go you jube.

really think of her and the voice really makes me feel kind of irritated and press-ar-ised.
because i am so lagging behind thermo and the jubes.

sad day.
i dont know what to do.
so so so ~~~ *dont know how to describe*

but at least i had retail therapy with my lurbe-ly jiemuiis today.
so its not so bad.

bye qiaoling.
i am going to char-lah-wong-kah university alrdy.
lurbe hurts life sucks.
sounds familar?
my best friend loved to say that long ago.

emoz.

2006-11-26T22:20:00.000+08:00

i know i should be studying now instead of blogging.
buttttttttttttttttttttt..
its really very boring.

ahhhh.

my laptop became okay this morning.
i was able to on it.
yay. =)
so happy.

ive got so many work that i need to complete right now.
ive got biomol to study.
ive got em2 to study.
ive got to complete my em2 tutorial.
ive got to do my biomol lab report.
ive got to do my jap hmwk.
ive got to learn my jap spelling.
ive got to try and get a perfect score for thermo quiz, even though i have done it, but since multiple attempts are allow, maybe i will do them again if i have the time.

fierce.

was very emo ytd when i received an email from my biennale supervisor.
this was what he said:
''thanks ssooo much for all the help
with the painful visitors you have to put up with,
the especially lonely visitors that talk non-stop,
about their life and religion
the harassment of pervert ah-peks
the many bananas you have to eat, i know you like it
the many worshippers asking for the toilet and divination interpretations,
listening continuously to that man preaching about art and strange ppl debating about religion
the rude singaporeans that attempted to colonise the white library,
the explaination to visitors that a lighting artwork only happens in the evening onwards,
the porridge that you get to eat and scary dead cockroaches
the generator that sometimes gives up
and many more. ''

thats so truee.
maybe except the part about liking to eat the bananas,
even though they sri khrishnan ppl tend to give me lots of them.
okay,
maybe i enjoy eating them.
i dont know.

but i felt so....
emoz.
hahahaa.
im missing my working now.
and all the peeps there.
=)
hope to see them sometime again soon.

anyways,
going off to mug.
so
seeyou guys tml then. =)
and qiaoling
haha.

byebye.

and here's my fave pic out of all the pics that i have took at sri khrishnan:
(enjoy and dont drool over him, please)

the mysterious ramesh.
oh-so-sexy.
ayeyeyeyeyeyeye.
your boyfriend:)

2006-11-26T01:39:00.000+08:00

haizxzx.
im damn pissed now.

my laptop is spoilt again.
:(:(

i went to lvl 6 on friday to repair it.
and the person told me that this problem will come back again,
so if it happens again,
den i have to go back and find him.

but then,
ever since i repaired it on fri,
i nvr got to use it until just now.
which is like 3hrs ago.
and it became crazy and off-ed by itself again.

emoz.

please guys,
next time dont buy acer.

because that computer guy also told me that
the previous person that came to repair his laptop also had the same problem as me and his laptop was a acer one as well.

wth.
so emoz.
lurbehurtx.

and i was doing my thermo quiz 2 just now.
i was abt to finish it.
but i didnt save my answers.
and thats when my laptop went crazy and turned off by itself.

so,
good luck for my quiz.
im using desktop now.
hope it wont off by itself too.
hahaha.

its so late now.
all my family members are asleep.
so i guess i can only complain to myself now.

haa.
bye guys.

2006-11-22T23:24:00.000+08:00

okay,
i am going to take a cold water shower.
i seriously need to perk myself up.
den i am going to start ipc.
sianzxz.

dont peep.
im going to wear my red bra.
hahahaha.
and red panty.

if you are wondering why i am talking about red bra and panty,
please read my previous post.
:)

bye qiaoling.

2006-11-22T22:36:00.000+08:00

say hello to my da yi ma.
feeling moody now.
zz.
feeling bloated now.
feel so fugly.
feeling lazy now.

kennethyeo made me emoz plus ph ytd.
zz.
he cant go for fishing.
dont let me see him at the class dinner.
if not i will stuff him with fish.
(cause we are going fish and co.)
okay not funny.
:(

now i more emoz.
there's ipc test tml,
and school ends at 5 tml.
:(:(
triple emoz attack.

but i am feeling so unmotivated now.
maybe i should wear red bra and red panty.
since i know i'm not going to score well,
i might as well be more supersitious and
maybe the red underwear will bless me with good luck
and i will be able to score for ipc.
~~maybe i should not wear anything~~
just kidding.

or maybe i should go and buy some birds with my credit card.
"if you free the birds, you will get good luck."

i need some good luck desperately.

where is qiaoling?
i dont know either.

i think i need some cash.
retail therapy.

but its okay.
cus tml i will take 52,
andddd................
and as you guys say,
the rest is history :)
wahahahhahaha.

poons!
*shy*

"lai, ni tang wo de shou"
come, lie on my hands.

wah.
so man.

2006-11-19T16:00:00.000+08:00

lazy sunday afternoon.

im staying home the whole day.
im supposed to do my comt report.
but im such a lazy bum.
dont feel like doing.
sianzxzx.

but i have no reasons to slack and not do my part when i've got good group members and the ive got to submit it to yongjun by today so he can compile.
yay.

im just trying to convince myself to do some work.
hahahahah.

but i am happy today.
my grandma cooked my fave tau suan!:):):)
and i ate it with you tiao!
nice nice!
:D

im so bored,
but its okay.
ive got qiaoling here with me.
hahahaha
=)

byebye,
you guys.

2006-11-17T22:45:00.000+08:00

this is actually a post that i have typed on last friday,
17 nov 06.
but i saved this post as draft because i haven finished typing my post at the point of time and i was very tired.

so i finished my post today and here it goes:

its a long one. so beware. :):)

___

yay.

you guys.

its the weekend! :)
so excited.

but you guys,
tell you all ar.
today morning i was damn damn damn pek chek.
because of some stuff.

so unlucky i tell you.
:(
today we had ipc pract.
the pract itself was alrdy tedious enuf.
and they had to make it even more with the fire alarm thingy!
wth!
totally a waste of time.
cus steph and me were alrdy kind of fed up with our prac's result alrdy.
we kept redoing and redoing and redoing and redoing and redoing and redoing.
cus we were supposed to get some ppt.
but it didnt appear :(
before that we kept re-weighing our stuff too.

and the fire alarm came.
awww.

but it was fun though.
ahahhaha.
all the lame stuff we did down there:)

wth. but we climbed up all the way to level 7!
cus of the 'FIRE',
the lift was down.
wth.

and its okay steph.
dont worry.
whahaha.
i lurbbe doing expts with you :):)
i think i am more clumsy than you sometimes.
hahah=x
lurbes.

okay den everything went kinda well during the afternoon alrdy.
we went to eat botak jones today.
YAY.
tell you guys ar,
it was quite nice okay!
really nice i should say.
the fries were oishii.
and the servings were very generous.
for those who love to gorge yourself,
you can head down to botak jones now :)

and there are handsome angmohs tooo!
awwwww.
oppps. *shy*

you can go to www.botakjones.com
:)

den we went to the arcade.
*shy*
jy and me didnt play though.
we just sit there and talk.
ahhaha.
but steph khairul &josh played.
:):)

and i met yiqian and went home with her after school day.
:)

we went ard bishan walking.
ahahaha.
pasar malam.
shyshy.

den we saw mol and her bf at the interchange.
wah. so lurbb-ing worsx.
but we were shy to call them.
cause we were too lum nua.
ahahaha.

den i
uchi ni kaerimasu.
______

okay okay.
so excited to tell you guys about my day ytd okay!

ytd i went out with the gurls.
steph mol jy and QIAOLING.
OUR FAVE FRIEND.
whahahah.
wei mol and steph,
why didnt you guys include qiaoling's name inside!

hahaha.
okay sorry.
insiders' joke.

and we went hong kong cafe to tabemasu.
not so nice this time round.
and the service wasnt that good either.

but we had a super duper nice time.
just the four of us.
like finally jane can make it.
lol.

den there was this freaky small jap stall with the weird sales assistant.
ahaha.
really he was scary.
and i stepped on his feet!
omg.
what if he go and right my name inside the death note book?!
sianzxzx.
he looks like he just came out from same anime.
omg.
zz

den we went to shop ard heereeeeeeeeeeen.
not bad.
and there was this funny incident.
zz.
we went to new urban male.
den they got this shirt with the new design.
there's this strip that i dunno came from where,
and it was supposed to hang around your body to make you look cooler,
or hunkier, or more man or whatever i dunno. den mol went to ask the man,
whats the strip for.
and he said,
''its a fashion accessory for you to hang ard you, etc etc''
omg.
haha.
no comments.
LOL.

and den we went home.
what a fun day!
lurbees.

yay:D

you guys,
byebye=)

2006-11-15T23:48:00.000+08:00

yay.
the weekends are reaching soon.
2 more days.
:):)

im booking myself for this weekend.
cant wait to spend time with myself!!!
cant wait to sleep in my ultra super comfortable bed until late afternoon!
like 12plus?
1plus?
2plus?
whoooo.
and cant wait to laze and bum ard in my house,
doing nth.
just watching the tv aimlessly for the whole day,
even though there isnt any nice show to watch,
since i dont have scv.

but i really miss that kind of life.
once in a blue moon.

i have not been living like that,
sleeping late in the night, and waking up in the late noon the nxt day,
for like so so so long.
ever since i work i think.

yah i know i am quite lum nua.
in the sense that i can actually spend my day doing such stuff.
=x

but anways,
:):):):)
yay.
weekends weekends faster come!

___

okay and tell you guys something damn dumb okay.

i was at home the day before,
during like 9pm plus..
i was using my lappie in the living room,
and singing along to an emo song by wang lee hom,
forever love.
and i was so engrossed in the song.
so i sang quite loud lah *shy*

den,
someone knocked on my door.
but of cause i wont be surprised.
cus my grandma house is just above my house.
so i tot the person might be my uncle or smth.
den i turned ard,
hoping to see a familar face.

but guess what.
i saw this kind of handsome teenager guy staring back at me!
and i was still singing. *shy*
den it was very awkward.
he asked me,
"miss, you want to buy ice cream anot?"
zz
den i flatly say, no thanks.
and act calm.
but actually,
deep down inside i was damn paiseh okay.
and i was thinking to myself,
omg omg
damn why did i let him hear my singing!!!!

ahhhhhh.

*shy*

hahaha
okay i got to go.

going to watch goong on youtube.
yay.
but my progress is very slow.
i think i am even slower than channel u.
hahahah

yup yup.
and i cant wait for tml! :):):)

yay!

byebye!

2006-11-13T20:41:00.000+08:00

today is so not my day okay.

my very nice and new shoe broke today.
must be the monday blues.
and coincidentally,
my shoes are also blue in colour.
wth.

i wore it on the first day of this sem,
and it broke.
so i didnt wear it anymore until last sat and sun when i was working.
but the shoes were fine.
so i thought i should give it a try and wear it to school today.

and my shoes really broke. =(
and i had a hard time surviving with my spoilt shoes today.
my classmates knows.
*shy*

okay then right,
i went to charles&keith the moment i reached bishan.
cus i wanted to buy a new pair of shoes.
i really cant take that pair of spoilt shoes anymore.
so i asked for a pair of size38.
and i bought it.
den i went to the toliet to change.
hahah cus i was shy to change inside the shop.
sadness looms - jy's style.
ahahah.
ya den i realised that the sales assistant he gave me a pair of shoes that had one size 38 and one size 39!
wth.
how lucky can one get.
haa
when its not your day,
i guess its really not your day.
hahahaha.

but after all, something good happened today.
whahahaha.

___

sad.
my work has officially ended yesterday,
so does the singapore's first ever biennale.

really cant bear to leave my colleagues.
awwww.

here are some pics taken at yesterday's biennale party,
so celebrate the ending of this event =(

these are my colleagues working together with me at the religious sites.
=)
and the guy in blue shirt in the middle is my supervisor.
yup.
and he's really nice,
and handsome,
and kind,
and funny.

but,
but,
he is 28 years old, married and with a pregnant wife.
sianzzzz.
hahaha.
no link=x

and again.

wait,
look at my shoes in that pic.
its the damn shoe that went crazy today.
but it was still alright ytd.
so,
it was what the hell.

these were the helium filled balloons.
and we released them up into the sky.

flying balloons in the sky.
whahaha.

thanks jolin for the pics =)

yay.

cant wait for our nxt meet up session during christmas!
whoooooo:D

2006-11-06T06:59:00.000+08:00

im kinda sad.
my brother is going for the outward bound camp.
5days 4nights.
he still insists on going to the camp even though he dont really know how to swim.
stupid idiot.

hope he will be fine lah.

i'll miss him.
even though he is that dumb ass who always hog the desktop, says that i am fat (when he is a fatty too, hahahha), and always wake me up in the middle of the night to ask me his dumb homework.

but he is still my brother:)

sianzz.
too emo.
HAHAH.

2006-10-23T00:35:00.000+08:00

CAUTION: THIS IS GOING TO BE A LONG POST.

hahaha.
haven been blogging lately.

first week of school was not bad.
ive got nice classmates<3
yiqian is in the same jap class as me:D

and i went to town with steph on thurs.
together with josh and jon.
jon left aft 30mins.
while josh stayed awhile more,
before going for church.
we went to heeren to look look and shop shop.
steph bought 2 havanas.
ahah sorry i dont know how to spell. *shy*
and im too lazy to refer to my havanas.
one for herself and one for george.
josh bought a pair of havanas and a necklace.
i nvr buy anything. :(
im so tight budget now.
i paid for my textbooks and notes using my own money. :(
cus since im working now i guess i shldnt keep asking money from my parents. zz.
and this week my pocket money was slightly lesser.
sheesh.

okayy.
and we went to this very nice hongkong cafe!
yay. the dimsum was good:D and the mango snow ice!
(courtesy of steph's blog. thanks:))

okay whenever i think of hongkong,
i think of speaking hongkong accent,
and i'll think of kennethyeo.
cus he is the one who inspired the hongkong-er in me.
LOL.
okay no link.

but i must say i had fun that day. :)

anddddd...
before i go on to say what i want to say..
i wanna say this to kailyn:

THANK YOU KAILYN! YAY.
LURBEEES! :D :D

okay.
i went to wang lee hom's concert on sat!!! :):):)
really i really went to his concert.
but you must be thinking why i nvr mention this in my blog or i nvr tell any of you guys about this right?
this is because i am so dumb that i tot the concert will be held somewhere in dec.
so i sort of put this matter aside and i somehow forgot to mention about this.
and im so blur that until friday night,
when yiqian told me that we're going to lee hom's concert on sat den i realised that, ''oh, lee hom's concert is on sat.'' -.-
sorry for not mentioning.
*shy*

but i must say,
the concert was damn nice can!
lee hom was sooo sooo sooooooooooooo shuai.
and his songs were damn nice.
and his dances.
and that wu tai mei li that he has got.
he got me so high that night!
HAHAHA.

:D:D

THANKYOUKAILYN THANKYOUKAILYN THANKYOUKAILYN THANKYOUKAILYN THANKYOUKAILYN THANKYOUKAILYN
THANKYOUKAILYN THANKYOUKAILYN THANKYOUKAILYN.
:)

and here are some pics:

this is what i saw when i just went into the stadium.

and after waiting for like 40mins..

we waiting for ages before the concert finally starts..

:)

i took a video of lee hom singing kiss goodbye.
but i must say first,
the video is not clear also.
*shy*
http://youtube.com/watch?v=0ANq2UbTZoo
____

oh and there are a few more videos ive taken with steph mol yingsan and josh.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=I85JLU5_JWU
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xjZ4ltjx2Sw

its super funny okay.
:)

and the first thermo dynamics practical was so fun!
we ate biscuits soaked in liquid nitrogen.
and as we're chewing the biscuits right,
''smoke'' will come out of our nose and mouth1
ahhhh.

i ask josh to take a video of me doing that.
but i haven ask him to send me that video.
i'll post the link here once he sends me the video and aft i upload it on youtube.:)

yay.

__

ahahah.
today work was not bad.
yiqian and me are working at indus road.
taking care of mushrooms.
hahahah.
and we both dozed off today.
according to yiqian,
she said some visitors came in while we were sleeping. =x
opps.
but the environment there was very comfortable.
the room was air conditioned and the lights were dimmed.
awww.
who can resist that,
you tell me.
hahahha.
=x

and here are some pics of my new working place.

the structure is made of cardboard.
and the white bags you see are the stuff that are used to grow mushrooms.

mushrooms:)

yup end of my entry.

im going to watch goong now!
yay.
goong is very very nice!
:D:D:D

sayonara!

2006-10-22T01:55:00.000+08:00

my grandma fell down or smth.
her leg is in alot of pain now.
:(

zz
i'll update the pics that ive took and
the juicy bits of my life soon.

sorry.

2006-10-18T00:29:00.000+08:00

my eyes are feeling so irritated now.
must be the haze.
my throat is not so good either.
must be the haze.
i feel so moody and irritated now.
must be the haze.
i think im getting fatter now.
must be the haze.
i feel so bloated now.
must be the haze.
i think my timetable sucks.
must be the haze.

all the burning of the tress.

hahaha.
okay no link.
im just joking la.
no offence to the haze.
im too bored only.

later i say all these the haze angry and they attack me with more haze. :(
and i will feel more terrible.

yay.
im in the same is class with yongjun and bala.
:)

i dunno why but up til now i still find that the joke mol told me about the ''pure milk makes you drunk'' is super funny.
hahaha.
bcus i used pure milk products before.
*shy*

anyway,
yeah.
gtg.
sleeping soon.

sayonara to the haze! :)

but i think im contradicting myself.
cus deep down in my heart,
i secretly wish that they will burn more trees
and raise the psi level to over 200.
and we'll get to stay at home.
yay!
hahaha.
okay im evil.
sorry. :(

sayonara again=)

2006-10-16T15:08:00.000+08:00

today is not a good day.
its a really really bad day for me today.
:(

first day of school and i had my first day of period. :(
the cramps are so zzz.
and then,
the today was the first day that i wore my new shoes,
and it the button came off. :(
lucky mol lent me her safety pin.
thanks eh=)
so i went to emart to buy safety pins to return her.
and i q-ed for about 15mins.
cus there were lots of ppl buying notes.
it was chaotic can.
and guess what,
when it was finally my turn,
the auntie told me she dont have safety pins. :(
so much q-ing for nothing.

hahaha.

and i thought today will be a good day for me.
lol.
i went out of my house on time.
and i caught bus55 on time.
and i reached bishan and bought my concession
and i met yiqian on time.
and 52 came on time.
and i saw mol on the bus.
everything had went so well,
that is before i stepped into np.
hahahha.

and first day is always so funny.
steph reached school too early.
and jy didnt want to attend school today.
i must say she made the right choice,
for we skipped lectures today
and we ended up going home at about 12.30pm,
instead of 3.
hahaha.
but its okay.
it was meant to be.
cause the coins say so.
right? steph and mol?
hahaa.
maybe i made the right choice and went home earlier.
haha.
who knows what might happen to me later.
since im so unlucky today.
who knows,
i might just trip and fall down the staircase,
and embarrass myself in front of everybody.
or who knows,
my water bottle might leak again and wet the whole bag.
like what happened last sem.
hahaha.
so it might be a good idea after to skip maths2 and limits,
and stay in the comfort of my own house:)
like what jy told me,
its first day blues.
lol.

and i must say,
the haze is so irritating!
its making my eyes so uncomfortable!
lol.

hahaha.
i wish goh soon teck takes japanese you know.
because, since my name is goh shang geok,
i bet we will be in the same class every sem.
cus np group our ep jap class according to our surnames in alphabetical order.
and it will be ideal if goh soon teck is a woman.
hahahha.
den i wont be alone for jap liao.
HAHA.
im so no link.
please forgive me.
=x
haa.

and textbooks are so expensive!
maths 2 book costed me $16.80.
minnano nihongo 1-1 costed me $18.
and i still got some notes to buy:(
im so tight budget now.
~~maybe i need to stand at geylang soon.~~
haa just joking.

alright.
i hope tml will be a good day.
and lady luck will be with me:)
hahaha.
i believe all will be well again tml:):)

i must say i am so looking forward to working at indus road:)
the air con, the mushrooms and yiqian are making me dizzy!
*er-hur*
HAHAHA.

but right now,
i only have 4 words to say:
~LfE sUcKx^LuRbEe hUrTs~
lol.

anyway,
SAYONARA! :D
love all of you guys! <3>

2006-10-15T00:02:00.000+08:00

alright i have not been blogging for ages.
im so sorry.
ive been very busy with work!
ahhh!
*shy*

alright i told you guys i'll be perming my hair right.
but,
but,
it turned out like shit can.
i tried temporary setting my hair to see how my hair will look like with curly hair.
in the end,
its really not pretty i must say. :(
nvm la.
a lesson learnt.
so heres some pics of my curled hair.
dont laugh at me k.
shy!

eh.
please pardon my sjab tee.
HEHEHE. *super duper shy!*

:(
dont laugh at me!
AHH.

i went to make it straight again.

___

i am so super sad can.
:(

im not working at sri krishnan anymore!
how i wish i can work there everyday. :(:(
they are such nice people!
and they are so fun!
and i get to get money just by sitting there!
i really miss them!
sudasan suresh balade mr shiva ramesh!
lol.
really like them alot.:(
okay anyway,
heres some pics!

this is ramesh.
HAAHAH.
so funny right him!

this is the ladder that ive been cleaning almost everyday for the past one month plus.
haa.

hai.
i cant work at sri krishnan anymore.
i really love that place.
and the people there.
ahhhhhhhhh! :(

but i'll still be working after school reopens.
until the biennale ends.
hahaha.
i'll be working at indus road. :)
i went there today.
not bad.
the exhibition is in a kindergarten.
and ive got to take care of mushrooms!
real live mushrooms, and still growing.
hahahha.
and the good thing is that i will be working with yiqian,
and we are provided with an air conditioned room for us to rest.
yay.

even though its good.
i still feel that sri krishnan is better(:
zzz

and of course i'll be missing my colleagues:)
yiqian. HAHAH though i see her more often. LOL
kailin. my sri krishnan partner.
joanne.
wanyun.
a-zhu. (actually his name is azrul lah.)
ANDREW.
alvin.
meiting.
:)

and i went to sultan mosque to find yiqian today.
cus we're going to our new site later on to familarise with the new work environment that we are going to work after school reopens.
and i must say the people at sultan mosque are equally nice!:)
the sweet70uncle:)
anyway,
i took some pics of the super cute cats there.
enjoy!

this is teboy.

this is white:)

this is another super cute cat but i dont know its name
hahaa.

sian.
school is starting soon. :(
zz.
all the work will be coming in!
ahhh.
but what im scared of is not the work.
its my jap class and is class on weds. :(:(:(
im all alone in my jap class.
sian.
and ive got a 3hrs break in between.
damn.
how the hell am i going to survive this 3hrs.
i think i better go home first.
ahhh.
maybe i should find a bf soon.
so he can acc me for the 3hrs. :)
it will be best if he stays near np.
den i can go his house to sleep!
ahahaha.
pure sleeping and resting only.
dont think too much.
i very conservative one okay.
hmmm.
maybe i go and find gilbert.
cus theres an army camp just nearby our school.
sian.
but he is not there.
HAHAHA.
so its no link.
or maybe i should just randomly break into someone's house and sleep.
hahahah.
zz!
nvm la.

damn.
i feel so pang huang about IS can. :(
why np always lidat oneee.
always force us into new environments.
im scared of making new friends.
hahaha.
really i am.
*shy*
new environment,
of course i will be so damn freaking shy and quiet.
hahahha.
i hope i get anyone of my classmates in the same class as me.
hmm.
and i wonder if i will be able to meet those very nice group members.
ahhhh.
i hope i encounter ppl as nice as my cats group:)

nvm.
god will work things out for me.
he has his plans. :)

okay and i bought some tops today.
and a pair of new shoes a few days ago.
went walking around with yiqian today:)
cheer up dude!
aishiteru.
yah. thats about it.

and speaking of shopping,
ive got to say sorry to xw.
zz.
i always fail to go shopping with you.
due to my work and last min stuff.
ahhh. so sorry!

and since im apologising,
i must apologise to michelle and vanessa too.
AHAHAH.
sorry for holding on to the vcds for so long.
when i have only watched 3 or 4 discs.
*shy shy *

sorry ah!

okay thats really about it.
im going to sleep soon.
and im going to give my hair a trim tml i think.
hahaha.
sayonara. :)

see you guys soon!

esp my very long never meet up classmates:)

ANYWAY,

2006-10-04T08:24:00.000+08:00

good morning
damn sad.
i failed to receive the 387967KB worth of file that my friend sent me.
even though i left my com on the whole night.
i felt sorry towards my friend too.
he left the com on for the whole night also.
zz :(
a bad beginning.

hahaha.
nvm wish me good luck for the rest of my day.
:)

i think i going back to sleep awhile more first.
zz

sayonara!